𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 || 𝐉𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐂𝐨𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐫

Ch.40

Today we were all filming TikToks and a YouTube video for our group YouTube. We decided to do a video explaining why Elijah left, the drama going on in the TikTok community, and if we are going to be adding a new member or not.
Diego, Sebastian, Anthony, and Jake sat on the sofa while Andrew, Jackson, and I sat on the ground so that we could all fit in the camera view.
We started to film the video when Jake pulled my hair and I looked back at him and smiled. No one really paid attention to us but after he messed around for a bit, he stopped and we continued talking about all the different topics.

"Overall we are saying that Elijah is still a part of the house but is not living with us for now on & with everything that is going on in other TikTok houses, we just don't want to be part of anything when it doesn't apply to us." Sebastian said to the camera and we all nodded.

"And yes, Elijah and I broke up but that doesn't mean you guys should send hate to him. You shouldn't do that to anyone. We are all friends and I love these guys so I would never bring any drama in here." I added.

We continued to talk about adding a new member and then finished off the video announcing that we were going to be at playlist and that we would have two meet and greets that they can see us at.

"(Y/n) has three because she has one with "Attaway League", so go check her out there too." Diego said smiling.

We finished filming and the guys started to make tiktoks and I did one with each of them and then posted some on my account.

I was laying on the sofa looking through some fan accounts and liking the edits that were there. I saw some of Jake and I and some of Elijah and I, so I liked them both so nothing would be suspicious.

"Hey, what are you doing?" Jake said laying next to me on the couch.

"Just liking some edits that fans made." I showed him one of all the members in the house.

"Yeah, the only ones I like though are the ones of you and me." He said smiling at me.
"I like all of them." I was still looking at my phone when Jackson yelled at us.

"Can you guys not flirt? I'm trying to get some tiktoks done and if people see this tiktok room is going to be crazy."

I got up from the sofa and went up to my room with Jake following behind me, "What are you doing Jake?"

"I'm going to go hang out with my "friend"" he said raising his fingers for the quotations. I laid down on my bed and he laid down next to me.

"Sooo what are we going to do?" He asked looking over at me.

"I don't know." I turned over onto my side to look at him.
He smiled at me and I smiled back. We were just looking at each other until he spoke up, "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"Everything that I did to you that made you upset or made you cry." He brushed back his hair and looked back at me.

"It's fine. Don't even worry about it" I laid on my back and stared at the ceiling, "just stop hurting me from now on."

"Okay." He propped his arm up and looked at me. "You deserve everything and I'll try my best to do that for you."

I smiled and he moved closer to me, "don't make promises you can't keep Jacob." I said laughing.

"Jacob? Really?" He laughed.

"Yeah, Jacob." I smiled and I could tell he was looking at my lips and then back at my eyes. Did I want to kiss him? Yes. But was I scared he was going to hurt me again? Yes again. I wanted him back in my life, but if it meant I had to get hurt again, I didn't know what to do.