What hurts the most

Part 5

Nash's pov
Our hands come together and I feel something weird in my stomach. I can't really be falling for her, I barley know her!
" is this ok" I ask
"Totally" she responds
I did not want her to think I was rushing things with her because honestly I want to get to know her better. She's even more beautiful when she opens up and talks to you! We walk together to get Ice cream and we walk in silence, but not in a awkward silence, just a calm kind of nice silence. I look at her and see her staring at the side walk. She's so beautiful and I just want to see her face. We finally get to the Ice cream place and she gets a small vanilla cone and I get a banana split.
" tell me about yourself" I say
" what do you want to know" she says back
" about your family"
She stares at me for a moment with sadness in her eyes and then she starts talking.
" about 2 years ago my mom found out that my dad was cheating on her and she left him. She never called or asked for me or my sister Julia she just left us with my dad. After my mom left me and my dad started fighting because I blamed him, because it was his fault. Finally I realized me and my dad fighting is not helping so I just decided to get along with him. Me and my dad are closet now and I want to keep it that way." She says almost on the verge of crying.
" sorry" is the only thing I could say
I know if me and Lilly are ever more then just friends I have to make sure I don't hurt her in any way especially cheating because that's is what will hurt her the most.