What hurts the most

Part 23

A/n: ok so just to clear things up Lilly and all the characters do online schooling and the reason her mom is not in a lot of the book is because she's on business trips! Hope you guys like this chapter

**skip to Saturday***
Lilly's pov
I woke up at 8:00 and we where leaving for magcon at 10:00 the first place we where going was Chicago. I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then I went to my closet and I decided to wear a mint sweater with a black infinity scarf and some cool patterned leggings and black uggs. I walked down stairs and saw Nash, Cameron and shasa eating a bowl of cereal.
" good morning" shasa said to me
" yeah" I say
" so I invited Nash and Cameron over because where just all going to ride to the airport together." She said with a smile
" ok" I said with a blank expression
" well it's 9:30 now so let's get going" Nash said
We grabbed our bags and went outside and got into shasas car and drove to the airport. When we got there are plane was boarding so we hurried up and got on. It turns out I had to sit next to Nash and that made me nerves! We did not say anything to eachother the who plane ride. When we landed we got off the plane and got our bags and then we went and drove to the hotel. When we got there I couldn't help but look at how big It was.
" so me and Lilly are sharing a room" shasa says
" yeah but there needs to be more people in your room" Cameron said
" ok, then me, Lilly, Nash and you" shasa said
" ok great" Cameron said
The rest of the boys stared to come in the hotel and when they all did I greeted them. The only people who where going on tour where Nash, Cameron, hayes, Shawn, Taylor, Matt, jack and jack, carter, and Aron. Me, shasa, Cameron and Nash walked to our rooms.
" so who's sharing beds" Cameron asked
" me and shasa in one and you and him in the other " I say without saying Nash's name
" no I am sharing with shasa" Cameron said
" umm your funny because I'm not sharing with him" I said loudly
" first off I have a name and second what's so bad with sharing a bed with me? You did it before and you seemed to enjoy it" Nash shouts
I walk out the door about to cry. I was walking done to the lobby when I bumped in to someone. God I bump into people a lot
" sorry" I mumbled
" no it's fine" the person said
I looked up and saw Taylor cannif, he was really cute and his bandana was sexy!
" why where you crying" he asked worried
" Nash" I mumble
" what did he do" he says
I tell him everything like what Nash called me two months ago and how we broke up and everything else.
" wow he's stupid" Taylor says
" I guess" I say quietly
" want to go get some Starbucks" he asked
" sure" I said with a smile
This Taylor guy might be a good friend of mine I think to myself.

Nash's pov
I hate that Lilly makes a big deal about sleeping with me! About 10 mins after she leaves I decide to go to Starbucks and when I get there I see Taylor and Lilly laughing with eachother. I feel jealous because that should be us! I walk up to Lilly.
" hey can we talk outside" I say
" sure" she says with a puzzled look
We walk outside and sit down on a bench
" I miss you" I blurt out
" what" she says confused
" I miss us Lilly, I want to date again" I say
" Nash, I can't just date you right away" she says
" it's been two months" I yell
"But what you did still hurts" she says almost crying
" well I'm sorry " I say with tears welling up in my eyes
" sorry doesent cut it" she says loudly
" Lilly please I love you" I say crying
" I'm sorry Nash I can't." She says crying hard now she gives me one last stare and then runs back into the hotel ( the Starbucks was in the hotel) with her hands covering her eyes because she was crying. I just want Lilly back! Why did I have to be so stupid.