What hurts the most

Part 29

I woke up and I was laying down next to Taylor. I remembered everything that happened yesterday. I new what I had to do. I need to go back go North Carolina with out telling my mom or nash of anyone. But I need go tell shasa. I just need to be with my dad and sister to think about things. I got out of Taylor's grip without waking him up. I walked out and went into my hotel room to see everyone sleeping. I grabbed my suitcase and put everything in there and wrote a note for shasa. " I'm sorry, I'm leaving for North Carolina. I can't take this anymore I need time to think. Your my bestfriend and always will be love you." I put it on her night stand and left. I started to cry but I tried to hold it in I walked out of the hotel lobby and new it would be awhile before I saw them again.

Shasas pov
I was the first to wake up of course! I got out of Cameron's grip and grabbed my phone which was on my night stand and I felt a note so I picked it up. I read it and I started crying.
" Cameron, Nash wake up" I scream
Cameron wakes up fast and Nash just rolls over
" what's wrong shasa" Cameron says worried
I had him the note and he gets sad
" Nash get up" I scream
" what do you want" he shouts
I hand him the note and he reads it. He stars to cry and I can see the sadness in his eyes.
" I can't believe this" he says crying
" it's your fault" I scream
" how long ago did she write this" he asks
" how am I supposed to know" I scream.
I can't believe I lost my bestfriend.

Nash's pov
I got up and put on my shoes. I ran out of the hotel room and I lefted and got into Bart's car. I rushed to the airport because I can't let Lilly leave! I speeded all the way there and I ran inside when I got there
" Lilly" I screamed
I kept running around and I could not see her anywhere. I dropped to my knees and broke down and cried. This can't be happening
What if I lose her forever?