distance🖤 - mattia polibio

"jokes on you , this is your home now"

I woke up and mattia wasn't in the bed. i sighed and went downstairs and made myself coffee and went back upstairs and saw jemma watching netflix so i decided to leave her alone and go back to my room. I walked in and mattia came out the bathroom and sat on the bed. i walked and sat next to him and he was avoiding eye contact with me until i grabbed his face and made him look at me.

"when are you going to tell me what's wrong?" i said and he just looked at me.

"and don't even try and tell me you're fine because i know you're not. you're being distant and i don't like it" i said and he sighed.

"i don't know how to talk about it without either of us getting upset" he said , finally.

"just talk to me" i said and he took a deep breath.

" i don't want you to go" he basically whispered but i still heard it. he was looking at the floor but i could see his eyes watering. he'd never cried in front of me and i could feel my heart breaking.

"mattia..." i said quietly but he wouldn't look at me.

"baby please look at me" i said , my voice started to waver. he slightly lifted his head and i saw a tear roll down his cheek.

"how do people handle distance?" he asked. i couldn't keep it from him anymore , i had to tell him because this was breaking both of our hearts.

"we don't need to worry about that" i said and he looked at me ,confused.

"we don't need to worry because i'm staying right here with you" i said and a smile spread across my face. His head shot up and he was staring at me.

"what are you telling me?" he said , slowly sitting up.

"that you're not getting rid of me mattia polibio" i jumped on him and his face completely lit up and he wrapped his arms around me and held me as tight as ever.

"YOU'RE STAYING HERE!?!" he screamed and kissed my face all over while i laughed.

"im staying here" i replied and he stopped kissing me and took a breather. 

"for real"

"for real" i said and he leaned in and connected our lips , his hands on my cheeks and mine in his hair. we pulled away and he smiled at me.

"you really made me cry for no reason" he said and we laughed.

"how did you do it? i thought you had to go back?" he asked and i explained what his mum said and what the school said.

"you really thought this through huh" he said.

"yeah"

"i love you so much"

"i love you too"

 i was already straddling him and i leaned down and kissed him again and he kissed back , pulling me closer. my hands went up to his hair and his went to my thigh. i pulled off his shirt and his hands made their way to my neck as he left kisses down to my collarbone. Soon my shirt was off too and i think you know where this is going so let's skip to after.

We were laying together and i decided to check my phone.

  'i've gone to talk to kai , wish me luck'  

i saw a message from jemma , it was from over an hour ago , thank fuck , that means she left before me and mattia started making nOiSe. i quickly replied and wished her luck and told her i spoke to mattia as well.

"jemma went to talk to kai" i told mattia.

"when?" 

"over an hour ago" i replied.