July 2nd, 2018

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Dear diary, Dear family

I'm sorry that I disappointed you. That I had to leave you like this. To find me hanging in my room. I just hope baby brother didn't find me. 

Dear mom, I wished I opened up more. Told you the truth about how I was feeling. 

Dear dad, I can see how far you've come with managing your anger issues since I was a kid, and please don't let this destroy you, because it wasn't your fault. 

Dear sissy, I know that you've been struggling with a lot growing up, but I'm glad that you've stayed through it. I just couldn't take the pain anymore, I had to go. Please take care of him for me. 

And dear baby brother, the one and only. Remember that no matter how forgotten you feel, you can always talk to mom and dad. They'll always love you. Don't let it go as far as I did. Eat that meal, throw away those pills, get rid of that knife. Just please. 

Talk to mom and dad if you need them. And you'll always have sissy to take care of you – she's the best big sister anybody could have asked for. 

I'm so sorry about this. The pain was just too much, I hope you understand.

Sincerely, your daughter, big sis and lil' sis, M.

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