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OPAQUE 1/2
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→ WARNING. mentions of anxiety disorders, angst, tension, members fighting, all the feels..
→ A/N. this is all fiction. so don't get triggered if i portray some of the members in a different way than you're used to. it's all apart of the story and julie is a complex person and you'll get to know her on a deeper level.
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JULIE FOLDED HER ARMS IN FRONT OF HER CHEST AS SHE STARED IN THE DISTANCE, completely oblivious of what's happening around her. The MAMA Awards were about to start, and the Italian-Korean wanted nothing but to be curled in her bed watching her favorite anime while eating ice cream, but she knew that was impossible.
Don't get her wrong, performing, attending awards, and promoting is one of her favorite things to do, but lately, after so many comebacks and restless nights, it was no surprise that Julie wanted some time for herself and take a break. She loved her members dearly, but they couldn't seem to understand her state, and they were too fed up with her. She was too in fact. Everything they did or said, struck a nerve, and she didn't understand why she was acting this way.
Her manager, Haneul, could see how exhausting she was. The bags under her eyes were covered with tons of makeup, and if you could look longer, her posture was stiff and tense. The sparkle in her eyes was missing and was instead clouding with dullness and void, but it's unnoticed by everyone, except her. She was sitting backstage preparing for their performance tonight, and she had a clear view of the girls, her gaze lingering longer at the rapper.
