Yours Forever [Trixya]

You're my religion

('friendship') Katya POV

Note: I was about to add this chapter in the fic, but it wasn't going to make sense because the story was always narrated by Trixie, but I saved it, so enjoy

One day can change all around us, in the morning she was nauseous I took care of her, I stayed all afternoon waiting for her to receive this news. This was a reality shock that I should have broken up with her when she cheated on me but I was stupid and when I decided to break up with her, she destroys my best friend and makes me go back to her. How's Trixie? I don't hear from her, I'd like to tell her I regret everything, but I can't say anything to her. Suddenly I heard the door slam.

"Hey Katya?" - it was Adore

"Hey..." - I said sad

"Baby I'm so sorry" -she came up to me and hugged me, we stayed like this long while I cried in silence

"Do you think I deserved this?" - I broke the ice

"Never in life"

"I've been waiting for her all afternoon in the hospital"

"Because you're a good person and you deserve someone perfect, you break up with her?"- she ask

"I went to her and broke up with her when Bianca arrived"

"I'm so sorry Katya"

"I needed it she never loved me"

"She loved you but was stupid for losing and betraying you"

"You think?"

"I'm sure"-we smile

"I'll never find the right one"

"I think this person is closer than you know"

"Who?"

"Someone who owes you an apology"

"I don't know if Trixie wants to talk to me after everything that's happened" - I confessed

"You're wrong"

"What do you mean?"

"Trixie wrote you a letter she says a lot of things and one of them is that she's willing to forgive you"

"Really?"

"She asked me to keep the letter so she wouldn't fall into temptation to send you" she said

"Adore I don't know"

"I'll leave it here you do what your heart tells you to do"

Adore left and I read the letter after much hesitation. I felt everything she felt when writing it and just felt more guilty, but I couldn't help but smile when she signed with Trixie Mattel, she remembers it after all. I needed to settle with her, but I don't know how to apologize after breaking her heart in a thousand pieces. For the first time I prayed, not to God but to Trixie

"Hey Trixie It's Katya, I don't understand these things of praying you've always believed more than I have, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart I need you and I've failed you, I shouldn't have done what I did and I understand that you hate me, if I were in your shoes I would do the same thing. I need you so much in my life, come back to me. I hope you forgive me and finally have an opportunity for us to happen because it was always you that I really loved"

As much as I avoided it all these months I needed Trixie and it hurt so much to hurt her, I hope she knows that wasn't me, but before I do anything I need time for myself

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