Yours Forever [Trixya]

I know that I failed ya

Katya POV

You can still give it up, I told myself as I closed my suitcase, you can still give it up Katya. Humiliated was how I felt since the last 2 months, Violet managed to remove my desire to live after becoming pregnant, but that was not the worst and I only realized during these months that the worst thing she did to me was to take the thing away from me. most important to me, Trixie. How will Trixie be? Does she still think of me or remember me? I've been thinking about her a lot and how I should have kissed her in that class, before this all happened. She probably forgot the letter after not talking to her

You can still give this up. Before leaving the house to go to the airport I went to the bathroom and in the reflection of the mirror I no longer recognized myself, the lack of Trixie had a negative effect on me physically and psychologically, I was thinner and sadder. I knew she was going to repair it but I decided to put on makeup so she wouldn't be shocked to see me anymore. After makeup I still didn't recognize myself. I became a horrible person. I don't deserve my best friend back. I don't deserve it, nobody can still give up on this. On the Uber ride I was sweating with nerves, I want it back, we need a chance together even after all. At the airport I was about to pass out, but one thing left me alive again. That blond hair, that long blond hair that made me fall in love with her, my desire is to run up to her and hug her and apologize for being the worst person in the world but I can't move. You can still give up on this, I said to myself at the boarding gate while I went to my favorite blonde and talk to her after months, I have been looking at her long enough for people around us to find it strange but she is too busy on instagram to notice my presence, so finally I can muster up my courage and whisper

"Trixie?"

"Katya?"- she looked at me with a sad smile

She looks even more beautiful than I remembered, maybe the lack of her best friend made her a better person. And the thought came to me that she already forgot me and doesn't need me anymore and I couldn't help crying for everything I did to her.

"My biggest regret in life is losing you, I'm so sorry"

You can no longer give this up

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