Thoughts and Shit (pt 2)

the saddest yeehaw

I just hit a little depression pit.

I really really fucking want Troye and Tyler content. I want a picture, or just to know they're at the same place, or something.

I know that they're still sort of friends but it hurts me so fucking bad to know they aren't as close as they used to be, because of us.

The fans. We drove them apart by shipping them so hardcore. And I see that now. They haven't posted content of each other in years, and that makes me so fucking upset.

I fell down a hole of 2014 YouTube recently and I know why I shipped them. They just clicked. And we ruined it because we wanted them to date so bad.

We were toxic.

I hate me for doing that to them, they had a really special friendship and it all went to shit.

I feel like I'm going to cry.

I miss them.

I fucking miss them.

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