[ >Inside< ] || ksj

II

Day by day, I got to learn more about him from the girls of my class.

He transferred to this school right before me. Though he was new, he got popular real quick. Many girls even asked him out, but he rejected every one of them.

In fact, most of the girls of our school had a crush on him. So, as predicated, the guys were a bit jealous of him.

I was really embarrassed of myself when I heard most girls had a crush on him. You see, I never had a crush before. Me and the other people around me never thought I would ever have anyone of my liking.

I always saw girls crushing over popular boys and doing whatever they can to date them.

To be honest, I was always disgusted at them.

So, when I discovered that my first crush is on a popular guy........

Ugh, I am embarassed.

I am not gonna tell anyone.

Better keep it to myself.

Whatever, I am never gonna be able to date him anyway. I too ugly for him.

So, why even try?