just 100 more days~
book 1 of the 100 days series
lowercase intended
(re)started: 09.26.21
finished: 06.06.23
Warning:
-angst
-mention of death
-some hinted nsfw parts
-cussing
*letter format (short updates)
~this story is 100% fiction and is meant...
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dear donghyuck,
we should be together right now.
i should be laying in your arms.
we should be doing something.
i want so badly to have a musical weekend with you.
but instead im sitting here having medicine shoved down my throat and having to rest so that i can go to jenos house tomorrow for at least a little bit.
im in so much pain and i dont know how to tell you about my day without making it horrible.
i walk into school and all i can ever feel anymore is the teachers gaze on me.
the looks of pity from them.
the look of worry from you and the others.
no one is acting normal.
your smile is becoming forced.
jeno is beginning to lose his energy.
shotaroisnt being his cute self anymore.
yangyanghasnt cracked a joke since last week.
and jaemin is quiet like he was the first time i met him.
i want my friends back.
just because im not normal doesnt mean you guys should change.
yangyang be dumb, crack a joke
shotaro be cute again
jeno throw a dodgeball at me, pick me last for your team
jaemin annoy please. cling to me and be loud.
DONGHYUCK SMILE PLEASE, SMILE LIKE YOU MEAN IT, BE MY SUNSHINE AGAIN PLEASE
♡♡♡
i love my sunshine hyuck
i will say i love you when you become my sunshine again, because that is the donghyuck i know and love
i miss him, please bring him back.
your dying friend, renjun
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