Unconditional Love (San Leona, Biliran #1)

Chapter 42

CHAPTER 42

LETTER

I open my eyes feel so light and happy pero nahihilo ako ng kaonti, I also feel something is missing. I miss Ash.

Naligo na ako nagbabakasakali na mawala ang pagkahilo ko. Bumuto buti din naman ang pakiramdan ko.

Pagbaba ko ay natanaw ko kaagad si daddy, grandma was busy instructing the maids. Napailing na lamang ako.

"Good morning, how's my baby girl's sleep?" si daddy ng makababa ako, bigla din sumulpot si grandma.

"Fine." he hug me then kiss my forehead.

"Good morning hija!" si grandma.

Back then I know she love me but she was often to visit and express it, well maybe because she's not good with my mama.

"Good morning grandma."

"Don't like calling me mamita instead?" I chuckled.

"I'm more comfortable with grandma, but if you want mamita then it was also fine po."

"No, you can call me wherever you are comfortable with." I smiled.

Somehow, the feeling of emptiness started to be filled.

"Let's have breakfast!" we all go to the dining area.

Ganon pa din ang pagkakaupo namin kagaya kagabi, food was serve. Pero halos masuka ako ng maamoy ang lasagna.

"Are you okay hija?" bakas ang pag aalala sa tono ni grandma.

"Yes po, it's just that I don't like the smell of the lasagna." pareho sila natigilan ni daddy at pinagmasdan ako.

"Put it away." she immediately ordered.

I can feel that they wanna ask something but they keep they're self. And now we are in the middle of our food when grandma did ask.

"Zyra, uhm... I don't want to ask this but hija are you pregnant?" halos mabilaukan ako don, agad akong umiling.

"No, I'm not grandma." napatango naman sya. I look at daddy that's watching me intently. "I'm not dad, promise." he nodded.

It's impossible that I'll be pregnant, what Ash has a supersperm? but we did it like night after night.

Iwinala ko na lamang yun sa isipan ko. Of course I am not pregnant, it's impossible.

'How would it be impossible if you did had sex?' the back of my head.

Can someone please shut this?

I'm not pregnant I am sure about it. Surer like how I am sure that light will came soon.

That's a fine breakfast kaso nga lang panay ang masid sa akin nila daddy, after lunch na lang din ako uuwi.

Daddy did offer na ihatid ako but I have my car. We're now in the lanai, talking.

"Everyday of my life I regeret it, not showing up to you and visiting you before" si grandma, I just did listen. "I'm fine with your mama but I don't like her effect to your daddy, but I soon get it. Pero wala na kayo and I regret it every single day of my life."

"Zyra..." si daddy, napalingon ako sakanya. "If you're ready and you want, gusto kita ipakilala sa lahat. First in our company's employee's and second to everyone."

I nodded. "I'll see." daddy nodded.

"You still not gonna use Roces?"

"It is written in the paper, it is only me who does use Gaffny. I'll use Roces." smile crept on daddy and grandma's lips.