love me [minsung] ✔

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HAN JISUNG

I cant believe it been two weeks , minho hyung kept he promise and didn't hurt me anymore , he even take care of me when am little, but he act like he doesn't know me outside the room , hes really famous between the girls , and he flirt with them a lot , and it hurts .

oh I forgot to mention that I fall in love ....

with him...

I couldn't help it okay? he's just too nice an handsome, his smile is so beautiful , and when am little he treat me like a Prince! , how can I not fall in love with him, but it hurts to know that he'll never like me in that way cuz he's not even gay , not only me lixie and Minnie also fall in love , and we're really unlucky to fall for people who wouldn't love us the way we want- no scratch that need them to.

and about innie? channie hyung is his boyfriend now , isn't he lucky?, he got a boyfreind and a caregiver , sometimes i envy him so much , I know that channie hyung is not like the rest of them , but sometimes I wish if they could be like him .

it's 5 pm and I just finished my assignment , hyung isn't here yet , he's probably with his girlfriend that I forget to mention earlier but yeah he has a girlfriend , her name is Nancy , she's super pretty and hot and I cried my self to sleep when I found out .

I sighed and throw my self on the bed and soon I fall a sleep .

I feel a camera flash on my face and I groaned softly turning me head to the other side and I hear a squeak

"Nancy stop you're waking him up " i hear hyungie's voice , oh he brough her here NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I never met her before , pretend that you're still sleeping hannie

"you didn't tell that your roommate is so cute!"

"uh you didn't ask about my roommate"

"omg he looks like a squirrel , why is there so many stuffies and children stuff?" oh my fuzzy bear

" uh I'll tell you letter but please don't wake him up lets go "

and I hear their footsteps fading away and the sound of the room door opening and closing , I sighed in relive I don't wanna see him being all lovely with his girlfreind it'll hurt even more .

just thinking about that make me feel little and I need distraction

hannie wan a play date , I will call channie hyungie

"hello han?"

"h-hyungieeeee"

"oh it's you hannie how's my little squirrel doing "

"hannie is g-good hyungie but m-me wan play date w-wif innie "

"of course sweetie do you want to come over or should we come to you?"

"h-hannie will come ovew t-thank you hyungie"

"okay I'll see you "

"see you h-hyungie " i say and hang up , I changed into my baby blue over sized sweater and a white shorts that goes over my knee , I grab mr wazzie and put it in my backbag along with my blanket and sippy cup . such a good boy hannie doing all this by your self yaaaay .

"hannieeee "

"innieeeee"

I hugged my bestfreind , Channie came in and hugged me too I love him hes so nice

"who want some cookies?" channie hyungie asks ,making me and innie yell so loudly 'me' , he chuckled and went to bring the cookies

I spent a really great time with innie today , am just wating for min min hyungie to come , cuz channie hyung said it's late , and he can't let me go by my self , I feel bad cuz min min hyungie is with his girlfriend , hannie don't want to disturb him , hannie is a big boy , he can go to his room by him self .

so I left without telling channie hyung cuz he'll not let me , am a big boy now i can go back to the room I don't want to ruin hyungs date .

the alley is so empty and it's past midnight , I never walked alone at this time am a little scared but I can ti this-... I swear I heard footsteps behind me , but no one was there or so I thought , when I turned I saw a blond guy in front of me I tried to ignore him and walk but he grapped my arm and slammed me against the wall

"such a pretty face and nice body , what are you doing out this late baby?"he said holding my arms above my head with one hand and using the other to feel the skin under my sweater oh god help me

"l-let go of m-me" I said trying to break free but he was much stronger

"your skin is so soft" he said and forcefully kissed me no my first kiss tears ran down my face and I tried to push him away but no use , his lips left mine and went my neck sucking and piting no no no no this can't be happening I can't let it happen , so I gather all my strenth and kicked him right between his legs , he groaned in pain and let go of me , I quickly ran away

"I WILL FIND YOU BABY BOY AND YOU'LL BE MINE" I heared him yell , but I didn't care at the moment I just ran to my room hyung is not here i collapsed on the floor and started sobbing he stole my first kiss h-he almost raped m-me I hugged my self and cried and cried and cried till I passed out .

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plz don't hate me :)