Father and daughter

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Margot
After my talk with Elijah I really understand where he was coming from he thought that klaus was just using my mother is an excuse so he wanted to get out of his responsibilities to be a parent to hope, my outlook is I had a great life with my mum. I guess when I told Elijah not to live with regrets, I need to be honest with the man who is my father

As I walk down to the family room I found him in main living room " hi "

He looks at me stone that I was even speaking to him " Margot is everything okay"

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He looks at me stone that I was even speaking to him " Margot is everything okay"

"Not really I've just spoken to Elijah he told me that you wanted to find my mum after you cheated. he said it was his fault that you went apart of my life. you made your own decisions, you have to live with the consequences of them but now I think its my time to get the pain off my chest. your going to sit there and you're going to listen and when I am done you get to speak got it" I look to him dead in the eyes

" you say whatever you need to say. get off your chest, I deserve every think you're going to say "he looks at me like he was preparing himself

"I was five when I got my first vision if that's what you wanna call it of you feeding off someone I was terrified because I didn't know who you were I was a child having a nightmare about a monster. I continue to get them but I started to see year with my mother. I saw the love in her eyes and I couldn't help but think why are You still not together because I knew deep down inside that you were my father. I came up with 1000 reasons in my head over and over again thinking what did we do wrong, did you not want me,did you get sick of mum, did she want me and you didn't, was there something wrong with me that my own father didn't want me. Then it became clear I was 13 got a vision of you in bed with another woman when mum walking in  then everything became crystal clear it wasn't what I had done or my mum is what you have done. The reason I grew up without a father was because you cheated you don't know the pain I felt, the heart break I suffered because I spent so many years thinking that I was the problem "I look to him and I could see the pain in his eyes when I spoke "but then I found out that you had another daughter I hated you even more because you left me in this pain of not being wanted. I hated myself because I didn't why you weren't there but then I learn very quickly you cheating on my mum give me freedom that I would never of had if you had been there full-time look at hope that girl is clinging and pleading for freedom. just to enjoy her life which ends in you make excuses about protecting her that's not protection that's control. Which is not normal. Now I have two parts of me one am so grateful that I skipped that abuse of control and the other part of me is angry because I miss out on a father daughter relationship. Do you know how hard it was seeing my friends go out with her dads, 17 Father's Day I didn't get to be a part of because you weren't there. I can't get angry because my magic start getting angry how many times I came close to hurting people without even thinking because I saw someone with their dad, it kills me do you know what it's like to feel unloved and unwonted by someone who was supposed to protect you, love you and cherish you "I looked at him waiting for him to answer

 I can't get angry because my magic start getting angry how many times I came close to hurting people without even thinking because I saw someone with their dad, it kills me do you know what it's like to feel unloved and unwonted by someone who wa...

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"Yes I do completely the man who raised me wasn't my biological father he hated me for it. Been abuse made me into the monster that I am today. I am so sorry that you thought that you were worthy of my love because it isn't true. looking at you I'm glad that you were around me because I really think I would of ruined you" he said look at me "You have confidence and strength that hope is lacking in because you are right I kept her lockup from the world because I was so afraid that she was going to be hurt. you're also right that it was just an excuse not having control as a child made me more paranoid,it destroys you. So when I could I took more control over everything from my siblings from people who are my friends eventually taking it from my daughter but I didn't mean to just who I am but you need to know that I do love you"

I looked at him after he said it 17 years waiting for my father to tell me " that was a lot"

He smiles at me "yeah well 17 years in one conversation is not going to be easy, but if you're going to discuss the bigger point of your life then let's talk. your my daughter I missed out on some of your life but we can change that now, I am not here to take away your freedom because I know that you are so much like your mother you won't listen anyway. I just want a chance to be your dad, we can take as slow as you  want. Just know I am here whenever you're ready, so I'll leave you to think about that "he said getting up ready to walk away

I looked at him as he was about to walk away "hey Dad I thought about it, I can go day by day if that's okay with you "I said with tears running down my face

He looked at me in shock I don't think I've ever seen a smile so big "that makes me very happy Margot, can I hug you please"

I moved over to him it's the first time ever I hugged my father I don't know what the future holds but I'm willing to try if he is

 I moved over to him it's the first time ever I hugged my father I don't know what the future holds but I'm willing to try if he is

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"I love you so much Margot always and forever "

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