Wakeing up to depression

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"Tosca you've been out for two months and mom and dad think it's time to take you off life support. I love you Tosca I just wish you could wake up. I love you sister" Connor says. I could hear all the guys say bye

"Con... Con d...don't go" I mumble. As I open my eyes slightly and see all the guys looking at me with their mouths wide open

"Tosca!" Connor says as he hugs me

"Please say that was all a dream. Did Nash really cheat on me? Am I really adopted? Am I really 18? Was I really born in 1996?" I ask as I feel tears run down my check

"Yeah... I'm so sorry" Connor says as I cry into his shoulder when a nurse walks in

"Doctor! Toscas awake!" She yells as she comes over to me

^^^a week later^^^

I've been home for a week and I've been falling into a depression. I barley ate. I only showered and stayed in my dark room. I couldn't believe anything that happened to me.

I couldn't believe I was adopted and on top of that I couldn't believe that I was actually 18. I couldn't believe my whole life was based on a lie. One big fat lie.

"Tosca?" Someone said knocking on my door snapping Meht of my thoughts

"What do you want" I ask as I whip away my tears

"Can I come in" they ask

"Why not it's not like it matters" I say as I start crying again

"Tosca are you okay" they ask as they close the door. I look up and see kian

"What do you want" I groan as I dig my face into my pillows

"I want you to do something with me" he says as he pulls me so I'm sitting up

"Like what write about about my whole life was based on a lie and is now crumbling before me" I say as he looks at me "or I can tell you about how I was bullied my hole life and didn't tell anyone till now" as soon as I said it I wish I could take it back

"What why" he asked me

"Because I was ugly had a different name and because my brother was so popular and I wasn't" I say as I start crying more

"You aren't ugly your beautiful. One of the most beautiful girls in the world and your name isn't different it's unique and popularity doesn't matter, personality is what matters" he tells me as he pushes a hair behind my ear. I look at him then smack our lips together. He leans me back and hovers over me as we make out.

After awhile things got really heated and well my v-card got swiped

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