Fell in Love with my Kidnapper Jaden Hossler

Am I Gaining Feelings for My Kidnapper?

i pull away from his warm hug. all i had was butterfly's in my stomach. it was such a great feeling though.
Jaden looks at me, and then looks down..
J: are u okay?
Jh: im sorry for hurting u the other night
J: what do you mean?
Jh: i hit you across the head
you forgot he did that, but it doesn't bother you.
J: it's okay..
Jh: it's not, never should i have laid my hands on u, i just thought u were very pretty, and kidnapping came across my mind, and the boys agreed.. but the sex slave thing wasn't my idea, Jess.
J: Hey! why would u kidnap me because I'm pretty? and u actually think im pretty..
Jh: i know it's weird, just i don't know
and yes you're very pretty.
he smiles
J: Thank you.. i guess you're cute.
Jh: Why would u think your kidnapper is cute?
J: because he is, it's your way of kidnapping my heart!
Jh: not quite sweety
the name gave u major butterflies
you blush

You decide to just change the subject.
J: I'm scared that josh will hurt me Jaden.
Jh: Dont worry, if he tries touching u in a painful way, please scream my name loud as u can, and if u can run towards me!!
J: okay
Jaden lies down next to you, you start to cuddle in his chest, and he giggles.

you feel the need to ask him an important question
J: Is my family looking for me?
Jh: Jess, im sorry.. you're all over the news.
J: What-WHAT i need to go home
u jump up and run towards the bedroom door
Jaden follows behind and grabs u by the waist and puts u on the bed
Jh: shh you're not going anywhere
he smirks
J: Jaden please, i don't want them worrying
you get up from his arms again, and grab the tv remote, and search through every news channel, just to hear your name.
u then hear this

The News: Jessika Atwood gone missing after attending her bestfriends birthday party

You immediately turn back to the channel, and Jaden is staring at you concerned.

The News: Her parents are worried sick, if anyone knows anything, please call the number posted on the missing sign.

You then see your bestfriend on the channel.

Kim: last time i saw her was at my party, I woke up to a note letting me know she was walking home.
Jaden shuts the tv off immediately
Jh: Don't upset yourself by watching yourself Jess..
J: JADEN, U KIDNAPPED ME, because U THOUGHT I WAS PRETTY.. you could of just asked for my NUMBER JADEN.
Jh: Funny, cause i still don't have it
J: I-
Jaden cuts u off
Jh: you're not going ANYWHERE, you're staying with me and the boys.
J: WHY Jaden
Jh: because I'm a human, and i want my needs
Jaden then gets closer and starts kissing your neck, and all u feel is him breathing.
you get major butterflies again
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS? Am I gaining feelings for my kidnapper?