Chapter 3
Axl
"I'm ready." I murmured back.
Mahigpit akong napakapit sa leeg niya when he pushed himself inside of me. "Ahh!" I shouted as pain and pleasure sipped through me. Shit! It hurts like hell.
I felt him him stiffened for seconds. Mabilis ko namang nilagay ang dalawang kamay ko sa baywang niya upang pigilan siya sa pagpasok.
"It hurts." Pero tinuloy niya parin. Napatakip nalang ako ng bibig upang pigilan ang pagsigaw sa sakit. Tears escaped from my eyes pero hindi niya rin yun makikita dahil nakablindfold ako.
Ramdam na ramdam ko ang kabuuan niya sa loob ko. It hurts like hell pero may naramdaman akong kakaibang sarap rin.
"Shhh. I'll be gentle. I'll take that pain away. Sandali lang to, okay?"
Tumango ako at hindi na nagsalita pa dahil sa sakit. I'm trying to absorbed his hugeness.
He kissed me again trying to distract me from the pain. Ang isa niyang kamay ay hinihimas ang aking dibdib. Maya-maya ay naramdaman kong may kung anung gusto akong maabot.
I started to move though masakit.
"No. Stop it." He quickly stopped me.
"I.. think I can take you now. I'm fine." I said trying to assure him na kaya ko na. He groaned na parang mapuputol na ang pagpipigil niya.
I inwardly smiled and kissed him. So, this is the date? Already? Who would have thought that there's such a date like this? Never in my wildest dream have I ever wished for my first sex experience to be like this. I had already planned what and where would be my first. And that it should be with the person I love. That it shouldn't be just a plain fucking. I had planned it to be my first make love and not fuck. But turns out fate wanted me to experience something new that had never ever experienced by everyone. Fate's such so cruel. Full of surprises, I guess.
I tried to move again but he stopped me.
"Zouie! I said stop!" pagalit niyang sabi na ikinagulat ko. Tumaas ang kanyang boses at halatang nawalan na ng pasensya. "Will you behave?!"
Bigla akong napamulat sa sinabi niya. Did he just yell at me? And wait, paano natanggal ang suot kong blindfold?
I adjusted my vision to see him clearly. How could he yell at me? I rubbed my eyes one more time as I looked around trying scanned him. White ceiling, gray wall and a chandelier just above the bed.
Oh my gosh!! Napatakip ako ng bibig while trying to absorb everything. I sighed in relief and looked around. Wait. Nanaginip lang ako. Bigla ay nakahinga ako ng maluwag. I just had the weirdest dream ever and... it was wild.
Mabilis akong bumangon pero agad ding bumalik sa pagkakahiga."Ouch!" Napahalinghing ako sa sakit. I felt pain all over my body. Parang binugbog ang katawan ko sa sakit.
"Wait, what is this? Nasaan ako?" I murmured to myself. "Am I still dreaming? This is not my room. This is definitely not one of my friends' bedrooms." The room looked unfamiliar to me.
Napatigil ako ng makitang may nakatuping panlalaking pants sa gilid ng kama. I closed my eyes and tried to recall what happened.
No! No! It wasn't just a dream. It was real! I just lost my virginity! I just had a sex while blindfolded.
I looked at myself beneath the blanket at nakitang underwear lang ang suot ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko.
"It was real. It was all freaking real!"
