Being Cordelia... Once again (Diabolik lovers)

Chapter 1

(A.N: Above is Sara, Rose's daughter.)

As I was gazing at the doctor crying heart-broken, I couldn't help but feel numb.

From now on I'm no longer between living but in the midst of spirits.
I dunno what to think about it.
... It still feel unbelievable like a dream.
Suddenly having lung cancer when I don't even smoke or drink for it to turn out genetic from my maternal's grandmother.
I fantastized several times about waking with an heathly body, not in the midst of my family 's desesperation.

I'm quite taken aback but not exactly afraid of death.
I more or less lived for over 800 years as a vampire after all.
'What comes around goes around'
Death would come eventually and quickly with that short lifespan of mine.

'Even though I have yet to meet Alex's girlfriend.'
Well I suppose she's a good girl despite being illegitimate, for I already investigated her.
If I knew it would turn out like this I would have find Sara a reliable fiancé.
I suppose I need to leave it to my husband.
Speaking of which I wonder if Eli would be able to hold on?
Although I won't forgive him if he remarried.
'Stop spacing out!' Said the our family's "guardian angel".
"...On what basics are you ordering me around?" I said casting at him a cold glance.
He looked uninterested then said: "Let's go right now! Didn't you always wish to fix your past life?" Silence meeted his words.
Certainly I regret my doings in my past life but it wasn't to the extent to leave my current life where I was surrounded by happiness.
Most of my feelings for the triplets were overwhelming guilt with some maternal love but there no way it would surpass my love for Alex and Sara whom I raised wholeheartedly for over a decade.

Guardian angel's POV

My name is Asis.
The Guardian of Hadith clan.
Currently I'm facing a troublesome member of the very clan I have given my protection to.
She refused to leave before some things although she could get a chance to wash away her regrets.
I though she would be the easiest one to escort as she wasn't a mere mortal in her past life but I had been naïve.
She was a stubborn women.

Rose... beautiful but full of sharp thrones
My lips lifted into a smile.
It suit her

Rose's POV

I saw my Sara crying with no one comforting her but greedy people who wants nothing but take advantage of her sadness and my Alex standing in front of my coffin like a motionless doll. I couldn't help but feel my heart bleeding and getting stuffy as if someone's hand is squeezing it when I don't even have a physical body.

A man I reconized as my elder brother's secretary approached Alex looking worried and spouted some sincere comfort.
Unfortunately his genuine concern was wasted like droplets of water on the earth.
Instead it seemed to tigger Alex's anger as he gave the innocent secretary a punch.
Alex was trained in martial arts since young with my older brother's assistance so the secretary was in a great disadvantage even as he tried defending himself when he already fallen into the ground.
Repeated punches got directed at the secretary.
Fury was still ozzing from Alex as he yelled even as the other guests separated them from each other.

"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! All of you! You're liars! Where the hell you would see a dead person laying so leisurely?!" He started spouting some unreasonable things at his denial.

"She's okay! SHE'S FREAKING ALIVE! She was just smiling at me as I gained the first place in my school! Mom was just talking to me happily while laughing teasingly at me for having a girlfriend while being so young! She's alive!" His words at first seemed to be directed to everyone else but they were actually to convince himself.