Omegaverse

Chapter 12: Iwaoi/Tsukiyama

Oikawa's POV

A few days have passed since we've been to Akaashi and Bokuto's place. Hinata has been working hard on his little surprise to tell Kageyama about his pregnancy. I'm happy for them, I really am, but part of me is still angry and envious of them. First, they beat my old high school and got to go to nationals, and Kageyama had a team who cared about him deeply in high school.. And now he has an omega who is pregnant. What happened in high school is in the past, but now is hard to ignore. I can't give to Iwa-chan what Hinata can give to his alpha. 

We went to the doctors to see any possibilities of me getting pregnant again, and I got the results back in a phone call. I haven't told Iwa-chan that its impossible for us, that some of my reproductive organs that are meant to bear a pup are damaged and are to hurt to be repaired. In my head I knew all this but, when we got so lucky that first time I thought maybe I had healed enough.

"Dammit all!" I shouted, slamming my fists onto the counter. Iwa-chan appeared in front of the counter, reaching out and grabbing my hands.

"Oikawa, please tell me whats wrong. You haven't talked to me since yesterday. Did I do something wrong?" He asked, sounding a bit worried. I didn't want to worry my own husband, but I was afraid if he realized he married an infertile omega he'd leave me for another. I cursed at myself internally, I shouldn't even think that of him but the thought kept creeping into my mind. Tears started trickling down my face, my alpha moving over to my side and grabbing me in a hug. His pheromones were soothing, but not enough to calm my mind.

"I-Iwa-chan... I.. I don't want to tell you, but, I need to."

"What is it, you know you can tell me anything."

"The doctor's office called me yesterday with the results from our appointment. And... I can't have any pups. It would be impossible for us.. I-I'm sorry, I can't even be a proper omega!" I shouted, starting to cry harder. My legs started to shake and give out underneath me. My alpha held me firmly, slowly lowering us to the ground. He was kneeled on the ground, me in his lap while I cried.

"Oikawa, look at me. Please." I sniffled, wiping my eyes before slowly looking up at him. He gently cupped my cheeks, planting a soft kiss onto my lips before staring at me sternly.

"Oikawa, please don't cry anymore. I understand this must be very hard for you, but I'll be by your side forever. I love you, and nothing could ever change that, do you understand? I could never blame you for not being able to bear pups. There are other ways.. If you wanted, we could always consider adoption. But for now, I think you need some time to think-"

"I want to adopt." I said quietly, keeping my head down. I wanted nothing more in life than to have a pup with Iwa-chan. Adopted or not, I knew we would love them and spoil them rotten with love. Iwa-chan looked at me a bit surprised, gently kissing my forehead.

"Are you certain??" He asked, tilting my head up to look at him. I nodded, holding onto him and nuzzling my face into the crook of his neck. He sighed gently, rubbing my back with a nod and simply saying, "Okay."

Yamaguchi's POV at a drugstore

Ever since Tsukki has complained about my scent being different, its made me worried. There are only two scenarios I can think of when an omega's scent changes. The first being that when a very potential mate has been found, the omega's scent shifts a little bit. Just enough to be the absolute perfect pairing with the scent of their alpha's. The second being a pregnancy. Alpha's can usually smell a slight difference in their omega, the slight difference being the scent of their pups inside the omega.

I was scared, I couldn't get pregnant. I mean, I wasn't married, no job, I felt to young..! And I was afraid that if Tsukki found out, he'd change his mind about marking me. Not that I would blame him. It would be hard to suddenly have to take care of a baby.

I was currently at a nearby drugstore. I was afraid to, but I had to know if I was pregnant or not. Tsukki was over at his parent's for the weekend, helping them out with something so I had time to figure out what to do in case. I purchased the test and returned to the apartment quickly. 

"Alright.. time to use this thing I suppose.." I muttered to myself in the bathroom, my hand gently rubbing my stomach. I felt anxious, and all I wanted was my alpha with me to comfort me but I really needed to do this alone. The instructions and using the test was easy enough, but now I had to wait 10 minutes for the test to process.

After the longest 10 minutes of my entire life, I nearly ran to the bathroom to check the test. Grabbing the little strip that laid by the sink, I took in several deep breaths. 'Come on.. just.. look down at it.' I kept repeating at myself to look down but I was struggling to. I was even feeling a bit lightheaded from the nerves bundling in my stomach. Finally, I gathered the courage and looked down to see what the results were.