Chapter 1: Depression

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(Smarty's POV)

'Fuck You Smarty!'

'Fuck! Smarty!'

'Damn It Smarty!'

'Anyone But Smarty..'

'No! Not Smarty!'

'Don't Be Stupid Smarty..'

'I Just Pulled A Smarty!'

'You Pulled A Smarty!'

'Shut Up Smarty!'

This is all I hear from my 'Friends' yea sometimes it's funny, but sometimes it goes too far.. I don't mean to fuck up, or do a little better, I'm just playing the game.. Speaking of playing the game, I'm doing a recording session with my 'Friends' now.

"Smarty?" I hear Tom ask, I look up at my camera.

"Yea?" I ask.

"You ready to go?" He asks, I nod and we start, we're playing Mario Kart 8, which is the main reason for my depression but they can't know that.

"Smarty don't fuck me over.." Galm says, I look up and see I'm on his team with Ze.

"I'll try not too.." I sigh.

"You okay dude?" Ze asks.

"Yea.. Just a bit under the weather.." I lie. We pick our tracks, Chilled's getting picked. Great he picked Moo Moo Meadows again, we begin racing I pick up and item box and I get three red shells. Chilled passes me and I fire them at him, one misses and goes past him hitting Galm, shit.

"Smarty!" He growls.

"I didn't mean to they were all supposed to go to Chilled!" I plead.

"Whatever.." He says.

"After this session I'm done guys.." I say.

"What?! We have like three more to record!" Chilled says.

"Then do them without me.." I say.

"If he wants to leave let him.." Galm says, which makes me mad.

"How about I leave right now?! Would that make you happy?!" I ask.

"Maybe it would!" Galm says louder.

"Guys!" Tom says, I get a blue shell.

"What place are you in?" I ask.

"Second.." Ze says.

"Third.." Galm says.

"Got it.." I throw it and it hits Chilled first then it knocks Tom out of the lead and we get First, Second and Third. We continue playing Galm and I yelling at each other, often, then we finish up and I leave, even thought Chilled, Ze and Tom try to get me to stay, I leave and sit on my bed. I can't fall asleep so I start playing with things around my room.

(Galm's POV)

After another three sessions we stop playing but we keep talking over Skype.

"Galm you have to cool it with the yelling.." Tom says.

"I can't help it.. I've tried everything.. I've tried blocking him out, I've tried not caring but every single time he does something wrong it ticks me off and I can't help but yell." I say.

"We need to solve this.." Ze says.

"What is it that ticks you off?" Chilled asks.

"Him.. With his stupid teasing and stupid fucking up, and his stupid hair and stupid big brown eyes.." I say my voice getting softer as I go down the list.

"It sounds like you are more in love with him then ticked at him.." Chilled says.

"I am not in love with tht idiot!" I say quickly.

"Maybe you should find something else to do, like instead of yelling maybe get one of those stress balls and squeeze it.." Ze says.

"Yea pretend it's Smarty's head!" Chilled says laughing.

"Guys.." Tom says.

"Sorry.." They both say.

"I'll try that.. I'll go get one tomorrow.." I say.

"We have a problem.." Tom says.

"What?" I ask.

"Aren't we all going somewhere together soonish?" He asks, oh shit we are.

"And Galm and Smarty are sharing a room.." Ze says.

"What?!" I ask.

"Yea it says here that you and him are sharing a room, I'm with Chilled and Tom's bringing a friend?" Ze asks.

"No they dropped out.. Sparklez is staying with me now.." Tom says.

"Can someone switch with me?!" I ask.

"Sorry.." Chilled and Ze say.

"Nope.." Tom says.

We get a call from Smarty we answer it and he looks like he's been crying.

"I'm only here to know when I should leave for the convention, then I'm leaving again.." He says.

"I'm leaving in three days.. " Chilled says.

"So I should leave then too?" He asks.

"Yea.." Chilled says, Smarty wipes his eyes.

"Smarty?" Ze asks.

"What?" He asks.

"You okay buddy?" Ze asks.

"I'm... I'm fine Ze.." He says and I feel as if he looked directly at me.

"I'm hugging you when I see you, I don't give a shit if it looks gay as hell I'm hugging you.." Ze says, it makes Smarty smile a bit.

"I'm going to bed.. Night guys!" Tom says.

"Yea me too!" Chilled says.

"NIGHT!" Ze says they all log off, leaving me with Smarty.

"I-I should go.. S-Sorry for bothering y-you.." Smarty says, he's cute when he stutters, what?! No! Do not think like that..

"You weren't bothering me.. I'm sorry about earlier.. I don't know what got into me, I usually don't yell that much and I'm really sorry.." I say.

"R-Really?" He asks, theres that cute stutter again.. STOP IT..

"Yes.." I say smiling, he smiles, wow even that's cute.. GALM NO

"I-I should go to bed.. Night Galm.." He says smiling. Awe it was combined.. I Need To Stop!

"Night.." I smile and log off then go to bed myself.

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