Love

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Requested by JuJuoB

This is all going to be in Toby's Pov

||Toby's POV|| 

I was walking around the mansion, looking for Masky and Hoodie, even though I know they don't like me. Crushes are hard, am I right? Heh, I was feeling a little down, well I'm always feeling down, so but like normal, I hid it behind my positive attitude, and fake smile. Although nobody could really tell it was a fake smile because most of the time I wear my face-guard so that's a win for me, I guess. I sighed as I was looking around, unable to find Hoodie and Masky, maybe they were avoiding me? Probably, I mean everyone hates me I bet. All I do is annoy people with my positive attitude and happiness, but it's better than having them know what I'm really like, so. As I was looking around when I saw Jeff come out of the kitchen, I then realized he was drunk off his ass, a beer bottle still in his hand. I stopped for a moment, and stared as all I could see was my father, nothing more, fear coursing through my veins. Mow I normally hide when Jeff gets drunk, because all I can see is my father, but honestly if you lived a life like mine, I bet you would as well. But nobody knows my past life, or background, so. Then after breaking from my stare I backed up, but of course nobody noticed, I didn't expect them too so. I ran upstairs and into my room, fear clouding my mind, I sat on my bed and held my head, trying not to cry from memories. Then out of nowhere, I heard the voices, OH, of fucking course, the fucking voices just had to start tormenting me. About after 20 minutes I started crying as they yelled and shouted 'KILL YOURSELF' they shouted in my head, yelling at me to cut, to hurt myself, to kill myself, I sobbing at this point. Then while still crying, I got up, and walked to my door, I opened up the door and looked around, seeing that nobody else was in the hallway, I sniffed, stumbling towards the bathroom as I was kind of off balance due to my sobbing. When I got there I started looking for some pills, you see, I've realized that if I can take enough pills to pass out, they stop, the voices stop. I smiled a little when I saw the bottles of pills, while smiling a little, I grabbed them not bothering to see what type they were cause I knew they were mine. I walked back to the door of the bathroom and I looked around the hall again, and after seeing nobody I walked carefully back into my room and shut the door, and sat on my bed, and opened the bottle. My hands shook as the pills slightly shook in the bottle, as I struggled to open the cup but when I did I dumped them into my shaking hand then shoved them in my mouth, swollowing them all. I looked at the rest of the bottles on my bed as grabbed another and opened it, dumping more pills into my hand but when I was about to shove them in my mouth I started to choke, the pills I just swollowed were coming back up. I coughed and coughed until the pills came back, my body forcing them up, and at this point I was sobbing and shaking violently. I threw up the pills that I swollowed before, and the ones I had in my hand before had fallen all over my bed. Crying and shaking, I laid down on my bed, curling up and closing my eyes tightly, my entire body was trembling and shaking violently. I was sobbing so much that I didn't hear my door open, well until I felt four arms surround me and hug me tightly. I opened my eyes and looked to see who entered my room, and when I saw Masky and Hoodie hugging me, I was shocked, and practically forcing myself to talk, I said "What-what are you doing?" I cringed at my own voice. But Masky just said "Shhhhhh...Toby, just rest.. we're here". I slowly started to stop crying, and my body was calming down, and they were cuddling me at this point. I mean I was tired, so, why not? Plus the comfort of them cuddling me was putting me asleep. I was almost asleep until I heard Hoodie say, thinking I was already asleep I presume "When are we going to tell him?". Masky then replied "I'm not sure, but you are right, he needs to know. He needs us. And I'm tired of hiding that we love him.". Hoodie replied to him saying, "I know, okay. We'll tell him when he wakes up, alright?". Masky agreed, saying "Alright". I was shocked, then I smiled and spoke up "I'm not asleep", they both froze, clearly not expecting that, then I finished speaking "And I love you both too" they were both clearly relieved. I yawned as Masky said "We're glad Toby, but you really need to sleep.". I nodded and actually fell asleep, cuddling them more, my shaking body finally stopping and resting

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I'm sorry that it's short, but I feel sick at the moment and I said I'd get this out, but I promise I'll finish the other request tomorrow, I'm so sorry I couldn't finish both of them today.

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 21, 2020 ⏰

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