Life a gift to discover

Part 12

C: "Look, Sanem? That's your name, isn't it? My dad told me we were in a relationship, and we were in love. Now..., I can only say that you are unknown to me, due to the accident I had in the Balkans. "I'm sorry, San... Sanem! I cannot remember you and many other things from the last year of my life." (Can was visibly affected by his situation) I lost my memory and..." (Sanem interrupted).

S: "Can, I'm sorry I yelled at you at Friki Harika! I don't need any explanation right now, if you remember me or not. it's your life! I stayed here and you left. I got sick and depressed but that doesn't matter anymore. I believed in our love; you were my albatros. Your love wasn't true enough, because you forgot us and what we meant one to the other. I can't change destiny or life, I waited you to come back each night and day, and fate had other plans. I was so wrong!"

Sanem missed him so much that she would embrace him tightly like her life depended on but instead she turned and was about to leave but Can grabbed Sanem's arm, both of them felt the sparkle and goose bumps, and Sanem was also trembling.

C: "Sanem, stop! Gitme!"

S: "ENOUGH LET GO, CAN! Sorry!"

He let reluctantly her arm free, and Sanem walked away very fast but he kept looking her silhouette disappear in the distance near the shore. His thoughts were totally focused that he needed to recover his memory as soon as possible. He felt his heart warm when she was near to him and this unexpected feeling to him, could only mean he still loved her but not consciously known. Oh, those chocolate brown eyes, so beautiful, and those lips, I would just bite them! She was my GF! WTF am I thinking? Can thought to himself.

Sanem went walking through the shore, her heart was totally broken and she couldn't even breath thinking about Can's return and his complete loss of memory, he wasn't her Can as always, that was a stranger to her. She decided to seat at a terrace and have a tea, she needed to organize her thoughts and she started looking at the lost calls she had and the messages from everyone, Ayhan, Leyla, Lale, Deniz and ...Özgür. (Oh, I forgot completely to talk to Özgür, should I call him now?) She was replying her friends and was about to call back Özgür, when suddenly Onur that was running near there saw her and came surprising Sanem.

O: "Merhaba, Sanem! You here, I just saw you and came!"

S:" Merhaba, Onur!"

O: "Your eyes Sanem are red, have you been crying? What's happened?"

S:" Onur, Can is back..."

O: "You shouldn't be sad then, why aren't you happy?"

S: "He doesn't knoww wh.. who I'm! He lost his memory in an accident. What for did he come back? That's not my albatros, Onur"

She began to cry uncontrollably, Onur didn't know how to console her, he could only embrace her protecting his friend and he was somehow very frustrated because he couldn't help much Sanem. His thoughts were clear about this situation but he preferred to remain silent and let Sanem off steam all tears.

Can went to the shore to get a taxi and go home and while he walked, he couldn't avoid thinking about Sanem right now, the loss of memory made him even angry and frustrated not being able to find a solution to it. Suddenly his eyes met again, what most worried him now, Sanem. He saw her being embraced by another man and that caught him totally by surprise the whole situation. (Who the hell is hugging Sanem? Oh, she is definitly, crying Allah, Allah! And how another guy  is supporting her?) He breathed deeply and went towards a taxi there was near him and went home.

Flashback some days ago

P: "Look, Huma, I did everything to make up with Can during the trip to the Balkans. What? I think that's too much Huma! If Can discovers it he won't ever forgive me. I'm not sure about this idea, but I will think about it, I have to ponder it more." (They hang up the mobiles).

Back to the present

Sanem recovers and Onur leaves to continue running and his training. Sanem was checking her mobile and Lale called her.

S: "Hello, Lale I'm okay! I met your brother after I left agency and we talked very little. Lale, I must say to you that I can't bare this situation with Can here back and specially without memory. Its very difficult to me, his eyes aren't his eyes he isn't my albatros, Lale! Sorry I prefer not continue talking about it, see you tomorrow."

Ring, ring

Oz: Sanem, hello, how are you?

S:" Hello, Özgür! I'm so sorry I had a very difficult afternoon at office and I forgot totally that you would come to pick me up. I'm having a tea before going home, would you like to join me or maybe you can't right now?"

Ozg: "Hi, Sanem I tried to reach you. I left some messages and called you, too! Send me the address and I will join you to drink some tee, gladly!"

Özgür was lucky that he was with his moto and not the car, because the traffic jam was terrible and it would not take him too much time to get to Sanem's place. She waited him.

S:" Ayhan, he doesn't remember neither me nor our love, nor our romance anymore! Come on, what should I do, Ayhan? I'm very sad and feel hurt I cried so much! Even worse, he was in the rocks also, he came later. Yok, we didn't argue again this occasion, we talked very few words. I don't know if I will bare this situation, my friend! (And Özgür arrived) Ayhan I have to hang up, now. Görüşürüz!

Ozg:" Merhaba, Sanem! I was worried! Are you, okay?

S: "Merhaba, I'm fine! Why are you asking me that?

Ozg: "I arrived at Friki Harika, you had just left, Lale was running after you and she told me you had left crying!" Do you want to tell me what happened?

Sanem was determined to step into a new path in her life, if Can was not to be hers because fate was the game, she had no other option but let it happen and move on. She would write her book about their love but she had to accept her destiny. Özgür probably represented her life guard, she would discover other love adventures and maybe leave unhappiness, pain and depression behind. Whoever knows.

S:" Look Özgür, I had a very bad end of work day I would prefer not to talk about it!

Oz:" Sure? If you left running and crying, things weren't so good, to you. I know we have met so recently, but I want to get to know you more and support you if you need, off course.

S: "Özgür, I don't know what to say. I'm alright, ok!"

Ozg: "This morning I asked you something you didn't reply to me. Maybe now you fell freer to answer it now than this morning."

S: "And what did you ask me?"

Ozg: "If you were dating someone. Do you have BF?"

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