Maybe one day - Mapi x Leila

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Mapi's pov
"You don't understand" I told Alba. "Yes I do" she said. "You love her don't you" she murmured to me as she stopped beside me. "I love you" I truthfully replied. "I know. I love you too. But you don't love me the way I need you to. You don't love me like you love her" she stated. I couldn't even argue. I knew she was right. "Good luck, Mapi. It's been a pleasure" Alba dropped one last kiss on my lips before walking out of my apartment.

That all happened a month ago. I know I didn't love Alba the way I needed to, not the way I love her, but I still loved her. She's been a part of my life for so long, even before we got together. Alexia hasn't been talking to me since we broke up. I know she isn't really mad at me or disappointed, she's just showing support and solidarity to her sister which I understand and respect.

My friends have been trying to make me go out and start living again, but I can't. I'm stuck. Not stuck in the past, I just can't move forward. Every day, my teammates in Barcelona try to drag me out of my place after training or during days off, but I don't want to. I don't know anything anymore.

Well actually, there's one thing that I know. It's that I want her. I always did. Since the first day that I saw her I knew I wanted her. Not just for a while, forever. It just never happened. Whenever I was available, she wasn't. I'm not even sure she feels the same towards me. I tried to find distractions. I'm ashamed to say it, but Alba was one of the many that I sort of used to get her out of my system. I think it's safe to say that it wasn't successful because I'm still hooked on her. On her side, she has a girlfriend. I hate her so much. Not because I'm jealous. It really isn't my type. I despise her because she acts all nice and all but as soon as no one is looking she's a fucking bitch.

"What are you doing?" A voice startled me. "Don't be so scared. It's just me" she said as she sat in front of me. Of course it had to be her. "Nothing" I told Leila as I looked away. "Why are you here?" I asked her. "I had to talk to you" she replied. "You couldn't knock?" I growled, annoyed by the fact that she didn't even knock before coming in. "So you're still acting weird?" She asked me. "I'm not acting weird" I grunted. "Cut the attitude then" she said. If it was anyone but her I would've been pissed off, but I just can't with her.

"So are you coming tonight?" She asked me when I stayed silent. "Coming where?" I asked her. "To Jenni's and Alexia's" she answered like it was obvious. "What's happening there?" I questioned her. "Have you been living under a rock? We've planned this dinner for weeks now. We're all going there to celebrate" she explained. "Oh" I said. "So are you coming?" She asked again. "I'm not sure I am" I told her. "Why?" She kept interrogating me. "I don't feel like it?" I answered. Oh just because I'm in love with you and I dumped my girlfriend because I cant love anyone the way I love you even if you don't and you have this fucking bitch as your girlfriend.

"Did you hear me?" She waved a hand in front of me. "Say that again" I rolled my eyes. "Will you be my date to go?" She asked me. "What?" I frowned. "My girlfriend can't free herself tonight and since a lot are bringing their partners, I don't want to go alone" she said. "I don't think I will come" I declined her offer. "Please. Do it for me" she asked as she touched my arm slightly. She knows what she's doing and even if I know I shouldn't fall for that, I still do. "Fine" I sighed. "Yay" she smiled and retrieved her hand. "Come on we better start getting ready" she said as she dragged me inside.

"Did you bring your clothes here?" I asked her when I saw her reach for a bag she tossed on my bed. "Of course" she said as she started taking everything out of it. "I knew you would give in" she added. "You shouldn't be so confident" I sighed. "You don't know how to say no when it comes to me" Leila shrugged. "If you know it, you shouldn't take advantage of it. That's wrong" I told her. "Then you shouldn't look at me like that when I'm undressing" she teased as she took her shirt off and threw it at me. "Whatever" I grunted as I left to go in my wardrobe.

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