Medical Batchelor Series 3: A Love to Last

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Itilized words were Cassiedy's thoughts and flashbacks. I-na-narrate muna natin kung ano ang nangyari sa nakaraan.
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Pain makes you stronger. Fear makes you brave. Heartbreak makes you wiser.

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"What the fuck is this!"

Biglang napatigil si Lindon sa pag halik sa akin ng maulinigan niya ang galit na galit na boses ni Jed.

"Why? Your voice is so annoying, Jed." irita kong sabi sa kanya not even aware how murderous his face was.

I am making the greatest drama of life here. Ang paniwalain siya na may ginagawa akong milagro sa likod niya and as I can see him now, mukhang ready na siyang magpakulong with his lethal glare to us.

"Dude—" umisang hakbang pa lang si Lindon ng mapasigaw ako sa biglaang pag suntok dito ni Jed.

"Tama na Jed!" sigaw ko sa kanya ng nakaakma na naman itong susuntukin si Lindon. Agad kong tinabig ang kamay nito saka napatabi at hinawakan ang nasuntok na pisngi ni Lindon, "Ano bang problemo mo?!" mabalasik at makakasugat ang tingin na ibinigay ko sa kanya.

"Me?! You are actually asking me what is my fucking problem? I just found out that MY GIRLFRIEND is screwing with my fucking friend! Did you think I'm that fucking dumb not to know?!" Sigaw nito sa amin. Nakita ko ang mapang husgang mga mata ni Jed na nakatingin lamang sa akin. Anger, betrayal, hurt. That was all I can see in his face right now. Masokista na talaga ako dahil tinatanggap ko lamang lahat ng iyon.

No, Cassiedy. He is just using you.

Mapang uyam akong napatawa.

"Girlfriend?!" di makapaniwala kong tanong, "Don't make me laugh, Jed and stop pretending!"I hate him.

"Pretending?" He just stared at me and confused.

"Why didn't you tell me that I was one of them, too? Why didn't you tell me that you will dumped me after you find someone else to play too? Edi sana hindi na kita pinahirapan sa panliligaw mo sa akin? Edi sana nakipag laro na din ako sa iyo? Edi sana sinabi mo na lang na ginagawa mo lahat ng ito just to make you and your ex-girlfriend get back together! Sana tinulungan na lang kita and not to give me falls hope that you were also in love with me!" sinubukan kong pigiling huwag maging emosiyonal. Pero habang ini-isa-isa ko ang mga narinig ko mula sa usapan nilang mag kakaibigan. Lahat ng sakit. Lahat ng inipon kong galit, kumawala na parang bomba sa mukha ko.

"C-cassie... I didn't—" I raised my hand and stopped him from talking.

"Don't explain to me Jed, I get it. As clear as the water that you just used me. And I won't make it harder for you to understand that your show was over! Kung gusto mong bumalik sa'yo yang ex mo, try to see who's fault why she left you. Or, try to make something romantic para mapansin ka and not so busy trying to break someone else's heart just like what she did to you!" I can see his face pale. Awa ang nakikita kong nasa mga mata niya at doon ako mas lalong nainis.

I don't need pity. Lalo na kung galing sa kanya. I vowed to myself that I will never cry over him again. Ginawa ko ng malinaw para sa kanya ang lahat dahil bukas, hindi ko na lilingunin pa ang eksenang ito sa buhay ko. Mas maiging mahalin ang sarili ng todo kaysa magpakita ng pag mamahal para sa iba tapos sakit lang sa puso ang isusukli nila sa'yo.