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J e n n i e K i m"It suits you." jongin said after seeing me wearing his shirt.
"Thank you." I replied.
Without saying anything, I went to his bed and lay-down there. Even though I am not looking to him, I stayed alert.
I felt how the bed moves as he also lay-down there. this is so unreal, it happened like there was never an issue from the both of us. i also can't believe that he was just going through it. But i am not stupid enough to not know that he is still trying to smell my intention.
"Wow..." I heard him speak. I was facing the other side so i couldn't see his facial expressions. "It's been a long time since i get to share a bed with you."
And the last time was a nightmare.
"Yeah.." i just answered and kept in silence.
"Jennie..." His voice was soft this time and i wasn't expecting that. "Have you forgiven me?"
I didn't answered him and faced him instead, i can feel how my heart pumps so fast inside. I have to hide this and won't let him notice how nervous i am right now. You are forever odious.
As i was facing him, i can see his eyes with something in it. It wasn't just a normal stare but it tells a story. I am not supposed to name it that way but it was just an honest statement.
"Do you think you deserve it?" I casually said that made him a little confused.
He was about to complain but i immediately touched his jaw to calm him. I am totally scared of him but i still believe that his love for me was once real.
That i know myself that i can control even a single thing from him, and on this part, it shows.
"You deserve it." I said to him in a sincere look.
He was stunned on my sudden action. I can see on my peripheral vision how he managed to hide his moving arm.
On that part i felt i li'l bit more scared.
No one can touch me unless you are lisa.
This is the right time i guess, i did what i can do. I don't want to go above this because something unwanted would definitely happen.
"V..."
I saw how his eyebrows lifted as he didn't get to understand what i said.
"W-what?"
"Be the man you are today...not the man you were used to be back then."
I was staring at his eyes...we used to be happy together. He was my happiness yet he was the reason why i became miserable...
But i am way too afraid to be this close from him now.
F l a s h b a c k
He was my first love.
He is my man now.I looked at the sky that is currently blue. Birds were happily dancing following the strong wind.
This day was so light and i cannot wait to see him already.
He was my first love and he is my man now.
"Hello Miss Jennie, would you mind if i sit next to you?" A man said behind my back.
A smile covered my face.
It was the voice i was waiting to hear since earlier.
"Yes, you may." I answered without even looking back.
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Fanfiction"If you really love me, tell me. That you can't go out a day without me, that you want me so much, that you obsess over me." Main Characters: Lisa Manoban Jennie Kim Kwon Jiyong Kim Jongin Park Chaeyoung Kim Jisoo Chapters: 45 (COMPLETED) Song Trac...