I love you, family. A Shourtney fanfic

Chapter 1:Too old for diaries, but not too old for ships📖📒

Courtney's POV:

Dear Diary,

It's Courtney, it has been 4 years since I have worked in Smosh. Last time I wrote here was when I first time I started on Smosh. I remember I was talking about Shayne Topp, my buff and handsome co-worker, well I used to have a crush on him... who was I kidding? I still have a crush on him, it's seems like it's not only a crush, as if I'm already...in love with him.
"Goddamnit Courtney!" I said to myself
I look down at my diary with full shame.
"I guess I'm too old for stupid diaries..."
I opened my drawer, then I placed my diary inside it.
I laid in my bed, thinking  about Shayne and my dumb feelings for him.
"If only I could tell him..." I said as I shut my eyes

*Beep!Beep!*

I was awoken by my alarm clock the next day. I rolled out of bed and fell.
"Aww, my back!" I exclaimed
I went to the bathroom  and brushed my teeth. I look at my face in the mirror
"Hey there beautiful" I said to myself with a wink
I walked downstairs and made my self  something to eat. I started scrolling through my Instagram, I saw a Shourtney video edited by a fan. I took a sip on my coffee. As I watched the video, I have noticed  that I was always staring at Shayne, I grab his hand or his arm in multiple occasions, and I'm always near him
"Shit, am I being so obvious?" I thought to myself
As I look at the time, it's already 8:00am
"Shit, I need to shower" I ran to the bathroom, as soon as I reached the bathroom,  I immediately locked the door, after that I stripped off every single clothing that I was wearing,  then I turned the shower on. I was rubbing my head shampoo, then I started humming Taylor Swift's Lover.  As I was rinsing all the soap away, the video I watched came right inside my head, all the imagines, all of the background music, and also, the feelings. I went out of the bathroom and I entered my bedroom and started to find the best thing to wear, after a couple of minutes, I went out of my room with make up in my face, a plain white t-shirt, jeans and a white Converse shoes. I went downstairs, grabbed my keys and my bag, and went straight to my car. As I arrived at the office,  I was greeted by the one and only, Shayne Heckin' Topp
"Goodmorning Miller" He said with that goddamn angelic smile
"Goodmorning Topp!" I said enthusiastically
"Well, it seems like our weekend was good" he said
"Hehe, not really, but generally it was good" I said
"Found a match on Bumble?" He asked, in the way he said it, I don't know if he's being serious or not
"I don't even use Bumble" I replied
"Oh, is that so?" He said while raising his eyebrow
"Well, how about you, how's your weekend?" I said, trying to change the topic
"Good, actually. I was just reading,  playing animal crossing"
"Oh, the usual weekend, isn't it?" I asked
"Yup" he replied
"Hey friendos!" We were interrupted by Damien
"Goodmorning Damien" We said
"So, are you talking about your little get together to which you didn't invited me?" He asked
"Heck no" we replied in unison
"We didn't even went out last weekend" I added
"Oh really?" Damien said with a smirk
"Yeah, really" Shayne said
"Maybe you didn't invited me because it was a date..." Damien mumbled
"What?" Shayne and I asked
"Nothing..." He said as he walk away from us
"Courtney, Shayne! Have you seen this?" Olivia said while handing her phone to me
"What is this Liv?" Shayne asked
"A Shourtney video edited by fan, it seems so realistic..." I said
"You show us these kind of videos almost every day liv" Shayne said
This is the exact video I saw earlier.  Just seeing it again makes me want to say my feelings for Shayne, but when I stare right into his bright blue eyes,  it reminds me that we have a strong friendship that can be jeopardize if Isaid something about this stupid and annoying feelings that I have for him. I don't want to lose him. I snapped back to reality as Olivia grabbed her phone from my hand.
"There's a lot of Shourtney edits here on Instagram..." Olivia say as she look through her phone
"I need to head out. Sam's waiting outside. Bye guys!" Olivia said
"Have fun on your date!" I shouted at her as she ran towards the exit.
"So..." Shayne said
"Hmm?" I asked
"About the ships, are you like comfortable with them by now?" He asked shyly
"Yup. It feels like a very long time since we first got shipped,  so I think I'm quite used to it. How about you, are you comfortable with it yet?"
"Yes. Everytime I go to Instagram,  I see videos, pictures, so it seems like part of our daily now, isn't it ?"
"Yup, "The daily ship ft. Shourtney" I said
We both chuckled.
"You're so funny" He said
I blushed, but I covered it with a loud laugh, hoping he doesn't notice.