𝐣𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐩𝐨𝐯👩🏽🦱 talia left last night after the game and even though she was a fucking bitch to me i'm still sad. i have lost my bestfriend and i don't know why. i'm also thinking about in uni what is going to happen because i share a dorm with her. anyway all of the team are back to normal with me but i'm still just hanging out with curtis,neco and harvey because they were the ones that didn't leave me.
today we are heading to paris which i'm excited about and i also heard that malia will be joining us. i'm happy that there will be another girl(that isn't toxic) here since all the guys masculinity is rubbing off on me.
everyone was up by 6am and the bus would collect us at 7am. i got up and changed and i looked over and seen neco and curtis still fast asleep. i took the opportunity for me to get ready in peace. i changed into this:
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i didn't do anything with my hair i just left it down and curly and put a bobble on my wrist incase i wanted to put it up. for makeup i put on a little mascara but that it and i just put my glasses on.
i was going to wake them up in a funny way but then i realised last time i did that they were both in a bad mood all day so i'm just going to wake them up nicely.
i go to curtis and peck his lips and it didn't take long till he woke up and he smiled and he started kissing back. he pulled me on top of him and we were having a full on make out then i heard neco turning over and i stopped. i didn't really want anyone to know about me and curtis because we haven't spoke about what we are yet. i think i might mention it to him because it is confusing me.
i go over to neco and shake him lightly and it took a while because he is a heavy sleeper. his eyes just open fastly and it looked like he came back alive
"rise and shine beautiful" i say to him and he laugh
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everyone was down in reception tired as hell all standing with there luggage. we were waiting for the bus and everyone was just kinda staring into space still have asleep.
the bus arrive and i sit next to neco and we are opposite harvey and curtis. on the table next to us is virgil,andy,trent and ox. as soon as i got on the bus i want to go back to sleep. it was a 2 hour drive to the airport then a 4 hour flight. i cross my arms then lie my head on them.
i wake up everyone on my table is asleep and on the table opposite it only virgil and trent awake. i still haven't got up and i was just planning to go back to sleep because i would of spoke to virgil but not trent.
"do you think she is dating curtis?" i hear trent say to virgil
"i don't know man she is quite close with him but i just thought they were close" virgil says
"i walked in on her and curtis making out" trent says
"oh but i still don't think there dating because i know curtis can't keep secret and journi seems the same so i feel like they would definitely tell someone" virgil says
"it's hard to tell tho because she is always with them in that group and she seems really close with all of them" trent says
"why are we even talking about this?" virgil says and i'm glad he said that because i was wondering too
"i don't know i just feel really guilty about the whole talia thing and i don't know if i might like her" trent says and i was really shocked
"you like her bro??" virgil says
"i don't well she told me a few days ago that she liked me and then i was horrible to her and she said shit like she could never like someone like me" trent says and i feel bad because i was being harsh
"bro if she says she likes you she still does because feelings can't change in only a few days and she was probably just angry at you" virgil says
"thanks lad you're actually good at advice i might come to more often" trent laughs
i didn't really know what to say about that conversation. i was confused why they would talk about me and also trent saying he liked me. this has just became difficult because i was starting to like curtis but i still liked trent but i was trying to ignore him and forget about it.
i decided that i would just go back to sleep and i was kinda hoping that trent wouldn't say anything .
SORRYY THIS CHAPTER IS REALLY BAD IM KINDA RUNING OUT OF IDEAS AND I DONT KNOW WHERE THIS IS GOING SO PLEASE SOMEONE HELP✨✨
