Find My Way| DaBaby Urban

12.

💙DaBaby (Jonathan)💙

I sat in the SUV trying to have time to myself after finding out Y/N is in a coma. Dani tried calling me but I ignored it along with her text messages.  Someone knocked on the window off the drivers side I was on as I looked up seeing meg.

I rolled the window down "we can see her now, I didn't really feel comfortable with the girls seeing her like that so I'm leaving it up to you" Megan started off. "Me and thankgod can take them back to the house if you're not ready for that" Megan said as I nodded. "Yeah they might be hungry too" I added getting out the truck.

I went to Y/N's room seeing her with an oxygen mask over her nose and mouth and I wanted to walk right back out instantly. "Nah I'm calling a nurse because why the fuck she on oxygen like she bout to die or something" I said to myself pressing the emergency button by her more than once as they came in running.

"Why does she have an oxygen mask on, can't she breathe on her own?!" I questioned. "Sir we're just giving her extra because her throat was swollen she's breathing fine on her own" they assured as I nodded .

"Is she going to be okay? Even though she's in a coma?!" I asked "there's no telling 53% die or stay in a vegetative state" she started off "what does that mean?" I questioned.

"She can move her hands and eyes but she isn't abled to fully function as far as talking and being normal" she explained as I pinched the bridge of my nose. "Now 34% will have a moderate disability or a good recovery as in nothing happen it just all depends on what she wants to do, friends and family talking to her while in this state can help her come out of this state" she explained as I hurried and wiped my Falling tear.

"she's been strong through everything thats happened since she came in I'm sure she can beat this too" the nurse expressed before walking back out and closing the door behind her.

I sat next to Y/N's bed grabbing her hand as she just laid there. My phone started vibrating as I seen Kane calling me. I answered automatically "yo what the fuck is going on?" He asked. "Is she okay?" Kane questioned. "She's in a coma" I stated as i was watching her body heave up and down.

"Shit you need me to come out there, are you good?" Kane questioned. "Kane I dead ass was talking and trying to work shit out with her when all of This started happening." I said as I started sniffling "Last thing she did before she closed her eyes was reach for my hand" I stated with my hand over my eyes.

"Bruh just know me and Stunna here for you both" Kane stated "Aight" I said as I was about to say bye but he cut me off "Jon she's going to be straight, she's strong" Kane said "I know" I said looking at her. We said our goodbyes as I just continued looking at her.

"We were supposed to talk this out and get back together you chose to do this shit instead" I started off and I really wanted to hear a smart ass response from her but it was nothing just the heart monitor machine that was connected to her that would make a noise each time.

"No dead ass tho bae you got to come out of this" I stated grabbing her hand. "We were supposed to truly talk shit out this time, I was going to suggest you coming to therapy with me baby girl" I said looking at her then tears started falling from my eyes.

"Bae I am so sorry" I said placing her hand to my head breaking down crying as I shook my head. "Bae you gotta pull through this shìt you got Khia and Kaiori. Bae I can't lose you for real I wouldn't know what to do hours to cope with that" I expressed.

"I barely can cope with us being separated and you out here. What the fuck am I supposed to do if you go for real and I can never see you again?" I asked her. "A nigga really gon have to go" I admitted chuckling some as I looked at her. I had to realize she wasn't going to say anything back. I was looking for an emotion or reaction out of her and wasn't getting it.

"Who would've known a damn nut would change us like this" I stated  rubbing my thumb over her hand like she would always do when holding mine. "I'm staying by you all day everyday till you come out this shit because you coming out of this" I stated.

"But bae I just want to say to you I'm sorry" I apologized. "I'm sorry for causing you pain I had no idea I was causing you boo" I started off "I was so afraid I couldn't amount to being your husband that I bullshitted" I admitted. "I bullshitted and I dragged my feet about it when all you wanted was me and a family with me" I stated.

"When you come out of this bae, we gon have our wedding" I assured "might not be today, tomorrow, next year but we gon have that shit. You gon be my wife and we're going to get a house" I added. "Whatever you heart desires it's yours, you are so good to me and I take that and your existence for granted, all the shit that went down last night between us and what's been going down should've never went down and we stopping that Shit" I said.

"I'm tired of fighting and screaming just to run back to each other because we truly love each other" I stated sniffling. "So you gon be my wife like I've been saying since we first got together, I'mma propose and everything to you again" I said interlocking our fingers as I felt my phone vibrate.

I answered the phone as my mother was panicking about the news of Y/N. "She in a coma" i stated "put the phone to her ear" my mother simply said as I did as told. I doom placed the phone back to my ear "what you say to her?" And asked "it stays between me and her but she's strong baby she's going to pull out of this" my mother assured.