Glory In Me

Chapter 35

　　　　This night Qiao Jingjing fell asleep unexpectedly.　　The next day is New Year's Eve.　　When she woke up, it was already bright. She opened her eyes and smelled the scent of food in her nose. She remembered something, got up and opened the bedroom door. Sure enough, a familiar voice came from the kitchen and her parents had arrived.　　No matter how busy, New Year's Eve must be a family dinner. In recent years, she has gone back to celebrate the New Year a lot, but occasionally like this year, because she has a job, her parents come to reunite.　　She walked to the door of the kitchen. When her parents saw her, they all smiled, "I'm up, I didn't dare to　　disturb you." Qiao Jingjing walked over and hugged Mom Qiao.　　Mother Qiao was a little surprised and patted her: "Jingjing, what's the matter? Suddenly　　acted like a baby with me." "Nothing." Qiao Jingjing's muffled voice.　　Dad Qiao took a busy look at them, and said sourly: "Your daughter doesn't always do this? Are you hungry?"　　"Yeah." Qiao Jingjing let go of her mother, "What can I eat?"　　　　Daddy Qiao had already cooked sweet for her. Porridge. Qiao Jingjing was drinking porridge on the small table in the kitchen while listening to her parents arguing over the New Year's Eve dinner.　　"Why did you bring beef from home? You can't eat such a large piece. If you ask you to spend more, but make less of everything, we will go back tomorrow morning. Jingjing doesn't eat anymore." It's Joe's mother.　　"How can there be less New Year's Eve dinner? It is a good sign to have leftovers." This is Joe's father who has changed his career to study cooking in recent years.　　"Superstition, waste." Mother Joe concluded.　　Qiao Jingjing raised her head and said, "Aren't you going with me tomorrow night?"　　Her performance on Dongfang TV tomorrow will end at about midnight, thinking that her parents will wait for her to return to the Whale Market.　　Dad Qiao cut the beef: "It's our turn to entertain you on the first night of the beginning of this year.　　I go back in the morning and get ready." Qiao Jingjing is annoyed: "It's not as good as I go back to eat the New Year's Eve dinner today.　　Mother Qiao said: "Then you are not going to run around, we are empty, or we come. If you can't catch up with the show, it won't be good."　　"Oh." Qiao Jingjing said nothing, holding the porridge bowl slowly Sipping.　　A bowl of warm sweet porridge slipped down, as if warming up properly from the bottom of my heart, the empty room was once again full of lively human fireworks.　　　　The New Year's Eve dinner in the evening lived up to Qiao's expectations. There were many dishes, but too many portions. After saying a few auspicious words to each other, Qiao's mother began to talk about Qiao's father again.　　Later, the two people agreed to persuade Qiao Jingjing to eat more.　　Qiao Jingjing felt bitter, and she wanted to eat more, but she could only restrain herself when she remembered the skirt she would wear for the performance tomorrow.　　After the New Year's Eve dinner, I started to watch the Spring Festival Gala. My parents sat on the sofa, Qiao Jingjing sat with them for a while, and sat alone by the French window with his mobile phone.　　The impatient person has already begun to send out blessings for the Spring Festival, but the WeChat messages she sent in the early morning have been silent.　　At zero o'clock, more blessings flooded in WeChat.　　She copied and responded every year, but this year she seemed to have patience suddenly, sitting at the window and typing countless "Happy Chinese New Year" messages.　　When everything was still, she did not put down the phone, and swiped her finger down on the WeChat page unconsciously. When she realized what she was doing, she stood up suddenly.　　Just like waking up from a dream, Fu felt himself ridiculous again.　　　　Qiao's father and Qiao's mother went home early on the first morning of the first day of the new year. Qiao Jingjing ate some leftovers at noon and went to the venue for rehearsal early in the afternoon.　　The performance went smoothly. After eight o'clock, Qiao Jingjing changed her clothes and took Xiao Zhu away from the backstage. Walking on the way to the garage, she couldn't help but brighten up when she thought that she could finally take a few days off tomorrow.　　Xiao Zhu seemed to be in a better mood. He walked around with things in his arms, and couldn't help but jump for joy. Qiao Jingjing asked strangely: "What is so happy?"　　"Ah no no." Xiao Zhu shook his head and denied, no Three seconds later, another mysterious smile appeared.　　Qiao Jingjing didn't bother to question any more.　　But when she arrived in the underground garage, she finally knew where the excitement on Xiao Zhu's face came from.　　Not far away, waiting in front of her car, the slender man stood there, leaning slightly against the car, looking down as if thinking about something.　　He probably heard her footsteps, he raised his head if he noticed, and his eyes shot straight at her.　　　　Qiao Jingjing paused, and then walked steadily over.　　Yu　　Tu stood straight and watched her walk in front of the car, and said in a low voice: "You go back to the whale market, I'll run a car." Qiao Jingjing was silent for a while, turned around and asked Xiao Zhu: "When will he call? For you?"　　"Yesterday afternoon." It was Yu Tu who answered her.　　Xiao Zhu smiled silly and sweet beside him.　　Qiao Jingjing can almost imagine how happy Xiao Zhu received the call yesterday, and then cooperated with him to give her a "surprise" without telling her. After all, she didn't know anything. After all, even if Xiao Zhu knew something, Yu Tu could probably say it. Move her.　　The driver got out of the car to help them get things, Qiao Jingjing opened the back seat door without saying a word. Today I drove an SUV. Xiao Zhu ran to the other side to get in the car. Qiao Jingjing stopped her: "You don't need to go with me. Stay with your mother for a few more days."　　Xiao Zhu is a single-parent family, and her mother has long received it. Shanghai, so the year is also spent in Shanghai.　　Xiao Zhu said: "It's okay, I will come back with the driver's master tomorrow, I told my mother."　　Jingjing glared at her, Xiao Zhu raised her hand, "Okay, okay, then I won't follow. I'll pick you up with the master, you're packing up your things and you're always throwing things away."　　Yu Tu suddenly said, "The driver master doesn't need to send us off."　　Everyone was taken aback, and Qiao Jingjing looked at him.　　Yu　　Tu : "I'll drive." Although Qiao Jingjing didn't want to talk to him, she couldn't help it at this moment: "You have a driver's license?"　　"Yes." Yu Tu said, "Sometimes our unit will do some field environmental inspections, we will go to some extreme environments, deserts and snowy areas, I have driven them, and you can rest assured with ordinary high speeds."　　He said from his pocket. He took out his wallet, opened it, took out a certificate and handed it to Qiao Jingjing. "My driver's license."　　　　Yu Tu sat in the driver's seat, and the car slowly pulled out of the underground garage.　　There were only two of them in the car. Qiao Jingjing sat in the back seat, holding Yu Tu's driver's license in her hand-she didn't know how she got his driver's license over in a delusional manner. It also seems strange.　　She cast her gaze on the colorful street scene outside the car window. The car was too quiet. After a while, Yu　　Tu said, "Jingjing, help me navigate." Qiao Jingjing looked at the outside without moving, and said softly: "You don't even know the road, what do you do to grab the driver's job?"　　　　Yu Tu didn't speak any more and drove the car in silence. Qiao Jingjing's heart was disturbed by him. After a while, she asked, "Why are you here? Don't you need to go home for the New Year?"　　"I came from Whale Market in the morning. If yesterday was not New Year's Eve, I would come yesterday. "　　　　Yes ." Yu Tu 's voice was also very soft, "Jingjing, I'm in a hurry." Qiao Jingjing's heartstrings trembled and couldn't help looking at him. However, from her point of view, he could only see his tight jaw, and the hand holding the steering wheel seemed to be extremely hard.　　After a while, Qiao Jingjing said: "I will sleep for a while."　　"Okay."　　　　Qiao Jingjing leaned her head on the glass in the back seat, in fact she was not sleepy or even pretending to sleep. The so-called "sleep for a while" is just a polite excuse to keep silent, knowing each other well.　　The car left the colorful city and drove on a monotonous highway. There are no street lights on the highway, and the car is dim. Only when it crosses with the opposite car, it shines for a moment.　　And every time this moment of light shines, Qiao Jingjing will wake up from the myth.　　She bowed her head and opened his driver's license.　　The photo above is pretty and clear.　　He said he was in a hurry...　　She closed her ID "slap".　　　　I don't know how long it took, the car left the highway and drove into the curve of the high-speed service area. Qiao Jingjing moved slightly, and Yu Tu immediately noticed it, and briefly explained: "Fuel." The　　master did not fill up the gas?　　She glanced at the front dashboard, but didn't quite understand it. The time on the dashboard showed that it would take about an hour to reach the Whale Market. She hesitated and said uncomfortably, "I'm going to the bathroom."　　Yu Tu turned around, "Okay."　　　　Yu Tu stopped the car . A corner next to the public restroom.　　Qiao Jingjing put on her mask and got out of the car. When she came out of the bathroom, she was standing in the public area with her back facing away to wash her hands, as if she was waiting for her.　　She slowed down, Yu　　Tu turned her head back in time, and explained faintly: "It's too late, I don't feel relieved." Qiao Jingjing said "Yeah", and the two walked to the car together.　　It was late at night in the middle of winter, and it was the first day of the new year again. There were no people in the service area, and the surrounding area was empty and quiet. It seemed that the breathing of people next to him could be heard.　　As Yu Tu walked by her side, her down jacket occasionally rubbed against his overcoat, giving birth to a trace of ambiguity for no reason. Qiao Jingjing gave way to the side, speeding up subconsciously.　　When he got to the front of the car, Qiao Jingjing still walked to the back seat, but only when his hand reached the doorknob, a man's palm suddenly came in horizontally and pressed hard against the door.　　The bitter breath of a man immediately enveloped her.　　Qiao Jingjing's heart jumped, without moving, for a long while, Yu Tu's suppressed dull voice came from above her head.　　"Is it really meaningless?"　　　　Qiao Jingjing looked at his hand on the car door fixedly.　　"Why do you want to write to me to answer those questions? Do you regret it? Because I was so stupid before and moved you?"　　Qiao Jingjing whispered, "I don't want this, Yu Tu."　　A hint of astringency flashed in Yu Tu's eyes, "Did I do something stupid?"　　Qiao Jingjing pressed her lips.　　"These days, I write every day late, but never feel tired, complacent, a lot of expectations, that you receive will be happy. Jingjing, would think so, my IQ is not down to a negative number?"　　His　　His voice was astringent, "I probably gave you all the stupid things I've done in this life." "But, I can't think of any other way." He said softly, "I regretted it not because I saw the chat log. I regretted it a long time ago. I just didn't dare to admit it."　　"Later I was on a business trip and spent a month in the desert. I thought I was still struggling, but one day I found out that I struggled too little. Most of the time I was thinking, I should How to save you."　　"Even start to blame you."　　Blame her?　　Qiao Jingjing finally turned to look at him.　　Yu Tu slowly raised his hand and took off her mask. His eyes were gentle and bitter, "Blame you why you asked me so quickly. If you give me some more time, I will surrender with myself. Let me ask you how good. "　　knew he should not take away, but Qiao Jingjing was unable to control himself and asked:" What? asked "　　." to ask, 'are you willing to be with me.' "　　air As if stagnant.　　Two pairs of each other, Yu Tu stared at her, and asked again seriously and cautiously: "Jingjing, would you like to be with me?"　　Qiao Jingjing looked at him, her eyes sour uncontrollably.　　She liked the person in front of her for too long, too long, and she was relieved for a while, but she made a comeback so easily.　　He has everything she likes, and he defines her understanding of loving someone.　　Can she refuse him?　　She knew in her heart that it was difficult and difficult, but this recognition made her so wronged and sad.　　After a long time of silence, Qiao Jingjing lowered her head in a low voice. "I'm a little willing, but I'm not happy to say that." For a　　moment, Yu Tu felt that his heart seemed to be crumpled, and the sharp sting penetrated through the limbs, and he couldn't restrain it anymore. She was in her arms.　　"I'm sorry." All　　IQ and EQ all turned into ashes for a while, facing the extremely wronged girl in his arms, he only felt confused and helpless.　　He held her tighter, murmured and repeated in her ear. "I'm sorry."　　　　Qiao Jingjing didn't struggle, letting him hold her tightly in his arms, pressing his cheeks on the collar of his soft coat. She felt that she was too weak, but she didn't want to think a little now.　　"I'm not looking for one, I like him, someone who likes me more than him." She said.　　"This reason is not valid." Yu Tu said, "I have no less."　　"Yes." She accused him, "You said we were inappropriate."　　"That was because some very tacky reasons were considered, such as income. "Yu Tu said with some difficulty, "For example, what can I give you and do I have time to take care of you."　　"I don't have time to take care of you either." Qiao Jingjing said, "I will be very impulsive if I really like someone. Hesitating and struggling, I won't think so much."　　"Then I'm probably different from you. I think too much, and you can't think of too much."　　"What else?"　　"Probably, I've been thinking about it for a lifetime."　　Qiao Jingjing He was quiet for a while in his arms, and said stubbornly: "It's less than me anyway."　　Yu Tuxin's painful emotions permeated.　　"That's good." He lowered his head, "You told me a calculation method. How to calculate how much, and then I will fill it up, but you can't even tell me your calculation formula."　　Qiao Jingjing blinked, a little bit Confused, what the hell is the calculation formula?　　Why does this suddenly appear in their conversation?　　She rip off for a while, "...... You're bullying me."　　To passers-by: "......"　　He immediately said:. "I was wrong."　　"I did not promise you."　　To passers sigh: "I know."　　After a a while.　　Qiao Jingjing whispered: "I'm cold."　　"Then let's get in the car, but can you sit in the front, okay?" Yu Tu was almost coaxing her, "Help me drive the navigation, I really don't have the rest of the road. acknoledged."