Foster love(Under Construction)

Chapter 6

Dorthy and Billie has been in her room for a long time and it getting irritating.
I needed to talk to dorthy, to ask her about her life and many more.
Maybe knocking on the door won't hurt.
I went to Billie room, my hands were sweaty and my heart was pounding fast.
Knock, knock!
(No answer)
I knocked a few time, but they didn't answer.
Out of irritation, I bust the door opened and my eyes went wide.
Dorthy was naked , same thing goes as Billie.
She was on top Billie, moaning softly.
"What are you guys doing?" I squeaked.
They stopped what they were doing as they rambled for their clothes.
"Ugh.. Samantha, this isn't what it looks like" Dorthy said.
"Just shut up, you disgust me!" I spat with hatred.
I ran out of the room, as I blot into mine.
I felt:
Betrayed
Hurt
Used.
I don't know why, but seeing dorthy on top Billie made me.... jealous.
What am I even thinking?
She hates me?.
She is homopho-?
Wait!
Dorthy and Billie were having sex?
Does that mean she is Lesbian or bisexual?
I was really confused,I needed answers.
A soft knocked enlarged on my door as I say
"Come in" but regretted it soon
Billie
"What are you doing here?" I asked, venom dripping from my voice.
"See I didn't know you and dorthy-" I cut her off
"Just shut up, you took everything from me! I have never be happy around you, you call me disgusting as a bisexual when you are the one having sex with my best friend!" I spat.
She is really getting on my nerves.
She stood there just staring at me as I bub angrily inside me.
"Just leave" I spoke.
"Samantha-"
"Just get out!" I screamed.
Without any word, she walked out of my room as I curled up in a ball and cried.
Don't I deserve happiness?
Am I bad luck?
I deserve to die.
Taking a scissors from my bed side table, I cut my skin, blood spilling out freely.
The pain was small compared to the one I felt in my heart.
Closing my eyes, as nightmares consumed me.
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The cool breeze woke me up , as my eyes shifted to the cold moon.
"Mum, dad did you gave birth to me to suffer?"
I knew they couldn't  hear me but I know they could see me.
I hate my life.
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Coming out of my room, I made my way outside.
I wanted to get fresh air from all this drama.
The air was calming and peaceful, as I sit on the small chair placed outside.
My eyes scanned the stars, they were very beautiful.
Tears brined out of my eyes, me just remembering how my parents and I use to sit outside to watch the sky.
I miss my parents so much, I wish they were here.
To be honest, even though my mum threw me out of the house because I was bisexual, I still prefer the street than staying near Billie.
The thought of Billie and dorthy having sex replayed in my mind sending more hatred for the both of them.
Me and dorthy used to be Best friends in the foster home.
I developed strong feelings for her but I didn't let her know because she didn't like girls.
And now that same dorthy is the one who i found having sex with my enemy: Billie eilish.
I sigh as I ran a hand to my brunette hair.
I don't feel like sleeping in my room so I just closed my eyes, letting the cool air take me away.

MORNING:
"Oh my gosh, what happened to your hands!"that was the first words that I heard in the morning.
Opening my eyes, I find the ellish looking at me.
Oh they were talking about my hands.
"Nothing,it just a cut" I say scratching my eyes.
"From where?"asked Maggie.
"You know what?,I cut my wrists because I couldn't handled the pain I was feeling last night!"I shot.
They were all looking at me as if I was crazy but I didn't care.
My eyes met those brown ones as anger consumed me (dorthy)
I didn't missed the red hickeys that were in both Billie and dorthy neck.
I realized that, Billie was a heartless human being, she could never love, even though she did, they would be problem in their relationship.
"Just leave me alone" I said softly before going back to my room.

Billie POV-(Yay!)
I felt really really guilty for Samantha last night, I couldn't stop thinking about what she was saying.
"You call me disgusting as a bisexual when you are the one having sex with my best friend!".
I knew she was right, I am very homophobic but still the thought of sleeping with dorthy.
I don't love dorthy, neither did she loves me back.
We were just using each other to fulfill our lust desires.
Until now that didn't cross my mind.
Does this mean, I can be a lesbian?
I mean I don't feel attracted to boys , that why I don't ever think of having a boyfriend.
I can't deny the fact that Samantha was hot.
Her tone skin complemented her perfectly, her eyes was plane blue but they were odd and had this sadness in them.
Her breast were a size of a watermelon, and am sure she was figure 8 , her legs were really fair and straight they weren't any dark spot in them.
And lastly her butt, they were big and bubbly.
I can't help myself to watch the way it bounces when she walks.
She was truly breathtaking.
I have truly hurt her, they is no denying that.
But I can't help but wonder why was she angry when she saw dorthy And I having sex.
Was she jealous?
No, she hates me and I am pretty sure that I hate her back.
Right?
A/n
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