Love
What is that?
Why do I crave for it
Yet don't seek for it
Looking for it
Yet not wanting to get it
But I do
Don't I?
My mind runs through the love stories
The love simulation
But when I look back
There has been barely any real love
All around me
Couples full of affection
But have I felt it?
No, not much at least
I can't find a real love
One I know will last
I can't find a lover
One who will love me
One who I will love
I'm picky
Very picky
Can't date someone without loving them
I can't and will not
Give a heartbreak that could have been prevented
How do people stay in loveless relationships?
I don't know
But it's not for me and I can't fake it.
Love
I want it
But I don't
I'm lonely
I know
But fake love
I won't have it
I dream of those out of my reach
Fall for those who don't know I exist
Heart gone
Taken
By people I see online
Why is my heart loyal to them?
I can't tell.
Love
Love is confusing
And I'll just procrastinate the confusion for another time
For now, I'll live in the loneliness
And crush on the famous.
