The birth of a new feeling

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Lucy's P.O.V

I can't freaking believe it.

I actually did it.

I actually gave him, some random Mafia guy that KIDNAPPED me, my virginity.

Why?
Well, that's a good question.

I knew I couldn't escape from him.
There was no way.

The only way was to get on his good side...and the only reason he kidnapped me was because he wanted to sleep with me..right?

After that...he would probably let me go soon.
It won't be too long and he'll get bored of me sooner or later.

But for some reason...I...couldn't completely regret it.

I sound so stupid...but he was being so gentle with me despite his warning that he wouldn't be.

And he waited for me until I was ready.

He even wanted to stop at first.

Why did I tell him to continue?

Was it because of my plan or because...I actually wanted it?

What is happening to me?

I hate this guy...

But it seems like he just lacks of love..
No, what am I thinking?!

Why am I thinking this now?!

Lucy, he kidnapped you!

He let you sleep on the cold ground!

He only took you in because he wanted to rape you!

He tried to kill you! After you helped him!

He speaks rude to you! He's aggressive!

He's in a mafia!

He assaulted you!.....and he stopped.

He stopped harassing you when you told him to.

He let you sleep on a giant bed with heating.

He let you eat and shower.

He didn't want to kill you, he didn't even know that you couldn't breath.
No...

I can't think like this.

I have to think about my dad, Levy..my school!
I have to graduate!

I have to return to my father! To my best friend!
I want to hug them and tell them I'm alright.
I...

I looked at his peacefully sleeping face.

He was still holding me in his arms, not planning to let me go and he was incredibly warm.

Something about him...is off.
He doesn't seem like a bad guy...he...just needs someone to be there for him.

Suddenly he opened his eyes and stared at mine.
„Well, good evening, princess." He smiled and got up.

He...smiled?

It was a genuine one and it looked so warm.

„Do you want to shower?" He asked me.

„I-I don't h-have other c-clothes." I stuttered.

„Do you want to wear a shirt from me again or do you want me to get you a dress or something like that?" He asked again.

Did he actually ask me for my opinion..?

„Y-your shirt." I answered.

Wait no! Why did I say that!

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