Goddess of the courts ~ Haikyuu x tall!Reader x KNB

chapter: Heather by Conan Gray

lev x reader x kenma
story type: Angst

y'all so imma not update this for a while maybe like 2 weeks cause i have school and i'm writting a dr stone fanfic and will post when i finish

Only if you knew
How much I liked you
But I watch your eyes, as she walked by

"Doesn't R/n look beautiful today!" lev  told you excitedly as he stood besides you

you smiled ignoring the pain piercing through your chest
"she really does look beautiful! i'm glad nekoma has a manager now!" you told him

What a sight for
Sore eyes
Brighter than a
Blue sky

R/n chatted along with lev you eyed the two as you sat besides kenma in the cafeteria "if you keep staring your gonna make it obvious..." kenma spoke up as he played on his DS
"he already knows i like him... he just didn't have the heart to reject me" you said looking down at your reflection on the lunch table your hair slightly greasy and dark eye bags decorating your face

"i'm sorry Y/n... but he doesn't like you like that.." kenma said as he handed you a piece of his cookie which you reluctantly accepted

She's got you
Mesmerized
While I die

Myeloid Bone Marrow cancer and terminal in this case you walked through the empty hallways of the school your s/c losing its color and your face becoming more thinner then before

you walked past the first years classroom hearing a familiar voice shout "i like you too R/n!" your heart dropped as you peaked in the class there stood lev hugging R/n

you let out a choke sob 'maybe it's for the best..' you thought to yourself as you ran out school grounds.

Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half, as pretty
You gave her your sweater
It's just polyester

"he kissed me when i confessed why would he do that to me if he didn't feel the same..?" you muttered to yourself as you waited for the cross light to change colors you felt the small snack you had earlier climb up your throat

your body leant forward over the curb as you began to vomit out food till your stomach was clear tears continued to run down your cheeks as you sat on the curb till the sun began to set

but you like her better
Wish I were Heather

"kenma..." you spoke up catching the pudding hair boys attention who laid on your bed "what is it y/n..?" kenma asked as he sat up putting his game away

"kenma... im sorry" you whispered as tears streamed down your face "i have Myeloid Bone Marrow cancer.." before you can say anything else kenma looked in panic
"it's treatable right? you'll be okay right?" he asked as his breathing grew heavy

"kenma... it's terminal i don't have much longer" you cried into your hands

kenma wrapped his arms around you crying silently along with you "i don't wanna go kenma... i don't want to go yet..."

"you'll be okay y/n. your going to be fine" kenma said barley shoved a whisper as he tried reassuring you

'i won't get the chance to tell her i love her..' kenma thought to himself in regret

Watch as she stands with
Her holding your hand
Put your arm 'round her shoulder
Now I'm getting colder

"Y/n are you sure you want to do this right now...?" kenma asked as you stood in front of the team minus lev and R/n