Reincarnated as a legendary Demon (Overlord Harem x Male reader) [delayed]

Sparda's doubts

"Talking"
(Thoughts)
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Sparda's Dreamscape
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I see the villagers of carne all out and about early in the morning. I can hear the children I saved laughing as the figures of a couple of kids slightly bump into me as they ran past; smiling and giggling as they happily ran to their resurrected family , coaxing a smile out of me. 

But then I see the world turn dark as I see everyone I saved turn to dust

"Wh-what? What's going on?!"

I look around as multiple figures surround me all varying in different sizes and shapes

Nightmarish figures: "why didn't you save us?.... where were you when we needed you."

My face contorted into despair as I began crying

"N-no... I'm sorry... I-I didn't have enough.."

Nightmarish figures: "LIES!! You never cared about any of us 'Sparda...' "

I begin walking backwards as I start having a mental breakdown

"No... no no.... no NO!"

Nightmarish figures: "Help us... Sparda!..."

I notice them beginning to swarm me as i'm suffocated from their despair and the figures suffocating me but as I inch closer and closer to the darkness consuming me I just keep hearing them saying my name

Nightmarish figures: "Sparda....

Sparda.....

Sparda....

Darling!! Wake up my love!"

(H-huh?)

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The great tomb of Nazarick: Sparda's bedroom
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Sparda's POV

I open my eyes, covered in tears as I see Albedo and shalltear hovering over me with their breasts on my chest with faces of worry as they say

Albedo: "my love, are you alright?"

Shalltear: " *kisses Sparda's cheek* you kept saying no in your sleep..."

I sat up from the bed as I didn't even realize till that moment I was hyperventilating

(W-what was that??... I've... never felt anything like that.
The sadness, the despair.... damn my kind heart ever since coming to this world I've been worried sick about everyone.... *sighs* I hate who I was back in my old world... my compassionate nature along with the fact that I always helped those who needed it and those who were in debt or homeless I helped them out with my donations to charity... I'm always so kind... but this world? That kindness will be my downfa-)

I stop mid sentence as I feel two plump mounds on my right should blade and another pair on my lower back with her arms around my waist. I knew who was doing this as I heard

Albedo: "shhh we're here my love~..."

Shalltear: "let us take care of your sadness, you already have enough on your shoulders darling~"