Fade away

You dont want me

Edward drove us home because Jasper was still trying to calm down.We arrive and I get out first and hug Edward and he hugs back
"Night Ed"
"Night rem" he kisses my head and I walk to the house and go inside
"Papa"I call out
"Living room" I walk in and kiss him on the cheek
"How was the party"
"Good"
"That's good.you straightened your hair?"
"Alice did it"
"It looks nice and long"
"Yeah it's weird. Well I'm gonna go take a shower and I ate at the party so I'm not hungry"
"Okay,love you"
"I love you too"I say going upstairs into my room flopping on my bed looking at the ceiling
"Such a fuckin shit show" then Bella comes in
"I'm sorry,I should've let you open it"
"It's okay"
"No it's not,I just made it harder for you and Jasper" she said sitting by me
"Yeah,umm I don't know what to say about that" She lays back
"I wish we had a restart button but we know what's gonna happen and change it" I join her
"Mhm, I'm gonna take a shower" she nods
"Can I sleep in here tonight"
"Sure" I say and go to the shower
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We get up and get dressed then go downstairs
"Bye dad" we yell
"Bye,have a good day"
"Not likely"I say
"You too"she said to him
"Hey rem don't forget practice this afternoon"
"I won't" and we head out to the truck, I turn on the radio
"Emmett was right,it is decent"
"Yeah turn it up" and we drive off to school
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They weren't here today,I guess they needed a break from the scent of other people's blood. After school was done we head home and I see Jasper and Edward standing there and hit Bella's arm so she can see them and we get out
"Hey, what are you doing here" Bella asks
"Come walk with me" Jasper tells me
"Bella"Edward nods to the way he wants them to go I follow Jasper into the woods
"Why are we in the woods"
"we're leaving"
"Where are we going, I personally want to go to bora bora, or one of the Caribbean islands, or maybe Hawaii I wanna learn how to hula"
"Not you, me and my family"
"On like a business trip or something"
"No we're leaving forks, for good"
"What do you mean for good"
"We aren't coming back, we're leaving . You and Bella aren't coming with us"
"Is this a joke,it's not funny"
"It's not a joke,people have noticed Carlisle doesn't age"
"Okay so what some humans don't look their age"
"We need to leave and I don't want you anymore"
"What"
"I. Don't. Want. You. Anymore"
"You....don't...want me"I say trying not to cry
"It's another girl, she's a family friend. I used you as a distraction for my feelings for her"
"I knew this was gonna happen.I knew I wasn't good enough,I never am"
"I'm sorry Remi,I didn't mean to lead you on" I walk over to him and slap him
"LEAD ME ON, YOU DIDNT FUCKIN LEAD ME ON JASPER,YOU MADE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU ASSHOLE. I TOLD YOU EVERYTHING. HOW COULD YOU, I - you know what never mind,leave I don't care anymore"I say to him tears stream down my face
"And take this"I say ripping the necklace he gave me off throwing it at him
"I don't want it anymore. Give it to her. I thought you were different Jasper, thanks for proving me wrong"
"I'm sorry for hurting you" then he leaves and I fall to my knees crying
"Why me,why does it always happen to me" then something registered
"Bella, I have to find Bella" I get up and start running the way they went
"Bells!Bella!" I scream through tears
"Izzy! Izz please!"
"Just scream so I know where you are or something!"
"Remi!"
"Bella! Where are you!"
"I'm by a big log!"
"I'm coming!"I run and run until I find it
"Bella" I run to her and we collapsed on the floor in tears and didn't have the strength to get up so we just pass out from exhaustion
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I feel myself being lifted off the ground and pressed against a warm body and it starts walking
"Come on Rem"
"Paul"
"Yeah it's me"I start to cry again "Don't leave me"
"Never would"
"He's gone"
"Who's gone"
"He's gone, he didn't want me, he used me"
"I've got you,im here"
"Please don't leave"
"I'm not going anywhere"
then I'm out again