Actually, I do not want to learn anything new, but everything that I have already known, but have not gotten to process. I really want to learn from the books I have already read or the movies I have seen. Before trying to accumulate new knowledge, I would prefer to deepen the previous ones. I want, after all, to live authentically, to immerse myself in everything that happens, to seek the unity that exceeds the sum of the parts. I want to become homogeneous with the universe of my knowledge, overcome the vain polishing and get to shine for myself. What I know or think I know or seem to know, I would like to learn it. I would like to be it.
I admire the one I could have been with the knowledge and experiences that I have had. What I did not become. I'm excellent at being who I don't want to be, but deficient at being who I long to be. Every day the world ends for me, and I refuse the idea of being reborn, all the effort seems too much.
Am I just ExtraVague?
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Philosophical Thoughts
Non-FictionThis is a book of short essays... mainly related to existential and absurd matters.
