Ceils little Raven. (Ceil x Sebastain's Daughter)

Chapter 12: That Maid, Choosing

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RAVEN'S POV

"WHAAAAAAATTTTTT?!?!?" Ceil calls I frown a bit . Hes blushing a lot so he must be embarrassed to just like me !! But is he relly hate the idea?? Its not like we're going to do anything.....the thought turns my face the colour of ox blod. " Y-yea Ceil-kun I mean it wont be that b-bad " I stutter I mean I hope it isnt I wouldnt want to upset him but he would have no wear else to slep . " I meen Ceil-kun if u realy dont want to its fine " I say hiding my disapontment "I can sleep on the floor u can have my bed and " "No " Ceil interups his face the colour of a reddi whip can . " No its ok we....we can.....share a bed . " He whispers the last part although im human my ears are week but i understood what he said . "A-are u sure Ceil -kun?" I ask wanting to hide my face ahain . "I am sure " Ceil-kun says "I-it is ok...." oh hes so kawaii.....hes so adorable !! As a human it is better to understand him i guess like I feel his emoticon better now human call that epath it s cool I wish I had as demon . Being human is not that bad I think as he walks away . "Wear are u going ?" I ask in soft voice . "Bathroom...I am getting changed i cant get dressed with a girl in the room!!" he blushes even more and I look away . Demony embarasment feels weeker then this ....it exits but its not as strong . As a human it feels strong i feel......alive there is that annoying pit in my stomach one I feel weird about feeling but i like it . All these emotos ...theyre so new and exiting !!! "Ok" I say therfor while he is in abthroom i change in the bedroom. I put on a figure fitting black silk night gown it's the only kind of night clothes i have in Hell I hope he doesnt get to embaasred after all u can see my......my calfs in this!! Kya!! Oh its so embarasing Ceil wont mind tho right ??? I hope not . When he gets back into room he sees my night gown on me and blushes again . "R-raven chan..." he whispers in aw I stare at him nervous ly . This is what nervous ness feels like in humans . It feels like exitment but worse in a way ...more dred is felt . The feeling is yuckeyh but exiting . This is what humans feel ?? It isnt...so bad I think . "What is it " I ask after some silence starting to get nervous . " Nothing " he says after a second . "Just....uh....sleep good I guess " he turns out light and crals into bed I soon follow laying next too him . "Ceil-kun..." I whisper softly he turns over to face me . "Yea?" He asks. Maybe.....maybe now is the rite moment . My daddy isnt around ....it's quiet its dark we just had a lot of fun together....maybe I should tell him my feelings right now . Just to get it over with . Oh my nervous ness feels worse as human than it did as demon!! It makes me feel all sweety . "I just....." I trail of . I need to find good way to slide into con versat ion . "I just....wish I knew why u decided to come along . Hell is dark its unsafe for humans ....even with my daddy ur unsafe . why did you decide to follow any way ? " I ask . Im nervous for the answer . So nervous ...is my body shaking ?? No it cant be...ugh this feeling is so weird!!! "I came with u because ..." he looks up at ceiling of my bedroom . "I came with u because I care about u . U kno that...ur my meido and my tomodachi. U were feeling lost I wanted to help in whatever way I could . " My heart sinks to the pit of my stomach . Tomodachi ?? After everything he just seems me as tomodachi ?? That isnt....that hurts . I dont like this feeling as much, it hurts my stomach . A big ache . "Ceil-kun?" I ask wanting to carry on . What if hes just hiding what he actually feels ?? I have to know ...I cant just let him off with that answer . "Yea?" Ceil asks looking at me again . Does he.....snuggle in closer ?? I feel bed sheets russell beneath us he feels closer . A lot closer . "I just....I dont understand what u do . " I admits . "You hire me after only a few minutes of talking u let me serve u tea u danced with me at the party over Elisabeth you broke off engagement with her because she wasnt being nice to me....you saved me from Alois and Cloud and Finney.....you came to Hell to help retrieve powers I dont know a lot about humans but I know a master wouldnt do that for meido....or even all that for tomodachi . U...I dont get it . " I explain quick not wanting to stutter . Im so scared . In the dark he looks at me with his blue eye and purple eye both seem to glow in the dark . "I....what are you asking Raven-chan ?" He asks . I realise I cant tell him then . I cant my words just wont come out from my mouth . But I can........