Sometimes I ask myself again and again and again
Why do you do this to your self ?
Why do you do this to them?
What's your gain from this?
Are you happy or are you sad?
Who are you doing this for?
Why are you doing this?
You say it's to protect yourself
You say it's to protect them
Are you a knight in armour?
Then you Best choose your colour.
Are you black or are you White?
Are you dark or are you light?
Are you the hero of this story?
Or are you the villain of this horror?
You make Innocents cry.
Look you might make one die.
Keep to yourself or give all of yourself.
But then you always answer.
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to love
I don't know how to hug
I don't know how to kiss
I don't know how to cuddle
I don't know how to smile
I don't know how to laugh
I don't know why that is or what it is
I don't know how to hate
I don't know who I am or what I am
I don't know and do you wanna know what's funny.
I don't want to know because I never knew at all.
