The chance to be sorry is Long gone.
Dug myself into a hole with no way out.
Back against the wall I mean how could I resist.
This wasn't supposed to happen I keep denying.
I wish I could disappear.
I can't stand myself.
Moping around, spouting lies, grieving a broken heart.
I hold on desperately to these feelings and shut my eyes.
So why does this ill gotten guilt refuse to go away.
I suffocate under it's weight.
Cause my chance is long gone.
Always Discouraged by my weakness.
I drop to my knees and grovel at the ground.
Clinging selfishly to the hope for forgiveness.
I'm full of regret and powerless to change.
I feel my heart being tortured and torn apart.
On this night of endless shame and despair.
Why can't I get my act together.
I have nothing but this pathetic self of mine.
I hope you'll forgive me.
There I go again.
Pleading for your forgiveness.
I'm really pathetic aren't I.
