Nirvana (Book #3)

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Chapter 5

*Tommy's POV*

"Tommy," I heard my name being whispered by a familiar voice, "Tommy, babe, wake up we got a plane to catch," I open my eyes to see Adam's emeralds, beautiful. I sat up, looking at him, shirtless, I look around the room, clothes scattered, furniture out of place. What happened?

"What hap-"

"You got drunk & well..." Adam looked around the room also.

I blushed, I know exactly what happened, "We had sex didn't we," I asked.

"Yep," he smiled.

"Stop smiling, Lambert," I got the covers off me, pulling my boxers & shirt back on & began walking to the bathroom.

"Where do you think you're going?" Adam asked.

I turn my head towards him, with a confused look, "I'm taking a shower," I answered.

"No," he pulled his briefs up, walking towards, "We are," he said.

I blushed, "W-we?" I asked. He nodded, "A-Adam, I can't I-I hate m-y body," I looked down, avoiding Adam's gaze.

"I'll help you, okay," he flashed a reassuring smile.

I look up to see the ocean, "O-okay," he took my hand & led me to the bathroom.

We both entered into the bathroom as Adam closed & locked the door behind us, the clicking sound of the lock made my stomach drop. Adam turned the knob which controlled the water as the clear liquid runs in the shower. Adam walking to me, never taking his eyes off me. I look back at him with my eyes. He got closer to me, only an inch away from me. He replaced my empty lips with his warm, moist ones. His hands placed on my hips, making me shy of his presence. He trailed his hands from my hips up my shirt, I feel his warm skin against my cold skin. He slowly lifts my shirt up as our lips still connect. Adam deepen the kiss as he slid my shirt off me, revealing my bare chest. I shyed away from Adam, turning away from him, my arms crossed covering my chest. He hear Adam's feet touching the tile floor.

"Hey," he spun me around to face him, "It's okay," I couldn't help it, I hugged his warm skin. He made me feel safe, Adam wrapped his arms around my smaller, fragile body. "Why so shy?" he asked.

I took in a deep breathe, "I'm just so afraid for you to see me like this. I don't know what the consequence will be?"

"There's isn't going to be a consequence, because I'm not punishing you for your body," I look back at Adam, "Your body is beautiful, Tommy. Everyone is. I love you for everything about you, not just the way you look like or the body type you have. I love you for you," he cupped my face, "And there's no way for me to stop loving the real you."

"I'm sorry," I said, "Let's go finish that shower," he nodded & we both got undressed. Adam held out his hand for me, I gladly took it & enter the shower with him. Adam took the soap & ran it through my body.

"You're so tense, today," he start massaging my shoulders. I kept looking into Adam's eyes, I can't take my eyes off them. Why is he's even with me, I'm nothing. Adam pulled me closer to him, I gasped. "Sorry," he said rinsing the soap off my body. It's okay, Tommy. Adam said it was okay. Just relax. I kept reminding myself over & over again. Being this close to Adam made me feel so pathetic, why does he love me? Why me? "Tommy," I see Adam in front of me fully clothed. How did he get changed? How did we even get out the shower? I look down, to see that I'm clothed also.

"How did I get changed? I asked.

"I help you," he answered as he went to his suitcase. I followed him & grabbed my suitcase. "Ready to go?" Adam asked.