Finding Zen (With BTS' JIMIN)

34. Yet Another Beginning

HIM

There wasn't one moment to breathe after soundcheck as they ran back to get their hair and makeuo done before their outfits as their discography played about while the fans filled out the open air stadium.

Soon the lights dimmed and the VCR played as the boys lined up by the lifts, cheering each other on, having last gulps of water and getting a few million touch-ups done.

The intro and performances were merged and began right as the last voices of the VCR faded out.

If anyone looked at the time often, they would realise how fast it would have gone by.

The boys walked around a little and begin with their opening ments. Their warmth radiated into every heart, but he couldn't help but notice it often after Yoongi had brought it up. It certainly was getting pretty cold.

"Hope you are all okay... the weather is getting really cold... don't fall sick!"

The boys used the nickname "fairy" for him this time which had him grinning like a child and running around.

It wasn't long before it shifted to subunit and solo stages and then came intermissions before going back to group performances.

Deep down it was as enjoyable as it was exhausting, but now that he whas shaking himself up for the ending ment and final performances and goodbyes he sighed.

Jungkook joined him by the lifts.

"I gave my bucket hat! Someone will not have their ears going freezing cold!"

"That was really sweet... you played frisbee! I was thinking you might throw it in another direction at first"

"Nope... she was concerned and she deserved proof of my genuine appreciation~"

J

imin smiled as they stood up, facing the crowd, relentlessly screaming again as the music geared up, moving them right into a choreography before they had to go back.

This time Jimin frantically looked for a hoodie to throw on over his tee and then he rushed for a marker and he scrawled out onto the tag - "ddosun".

I noticed it right before the frisbee moment...

I felt wierd... but after what Jungkookie said... I guess... hope...

He scrawled out a very simple and basic image of a camera near it, hoping it was all understandable and that his plan would work, and blew at it, urging it to dry before putting it on and running to stage through a few hands that toughed up on his hair and makeup.

Soon the mellow song melted down and it was already time for the ending ments which made everyone's hearts heavy.

Yoongi chose that very moment to yell his signature line, but he stopped half way, because screams cut him off. He just stepped back, smiling and letting the crowd continue.

"It's soooooOOOOO hot ARMY...

Because..."

"OF YOU!"

Playing to them, he made an exaggerated reaction, fanning himself, before slipping his hoodie off smoothly and draping it across his forearm to obviously thunderous screams and affirmations and sudden confessions.

A lot of heavy words and tears hence came the last track. The truly deep kind as always. The first second alone moving them, and the fans alike, to tears.

But it was never over with that. The signal played out and like it was the first time, genuine surprise printed across their sweat tinged features.

They all held their mics out and took their in-ears out. The maknaes sat at a few spots in the front, so close that people even pushes to get a touch.

He sighed internally despite the fixed, euphoric expression he had on. And he knew he was genuinely happy nonetheless.

Gosh... for touch... I need to aim this right...

With the song ending, the youngests were getting up to look around because they definitely wanted to say something in return.

Namjoon began the added ments.

"Every time is as special as the very first time you surprised us ever...

If this is your first time... or if you've never missed our concerts... it doesn't matter... don't be hard on yourselves... we really love you..."

As he got up to go back to the centre he took a small breath, hoping a lot more than he would like to because he definitely didn't want to leave it to chance, and checked his hoodie out.

The screams from the end of the song amped up at that and seeing a small scuffle around, Tae spoke out.

"Aah... like Jimin-ie hyung had said earlier... don't fall sick...

Let's be nice too and not fall sick!"

Jimin smiled, a lot to himself over his success as well and he waited till Tae was done to give his ment before the seven decided to sing the whole of the same song right with everyone.

It wasn't much longer but just those few moments made infinite memories for them and for the fans.

Soon they walked around, interacting with every level of fans by getting them to do a wave each and finally taking their pictures and leaving by the lifts after bowing with their whole team.

He flopped onnthe couch as everyone assembled there and handed them the slogans to take their backstage pictures and to post them online.

SORRY FOR THIS LOUSY CHAPTER...

Also! Just to let you know! The side story! I know it's a short, but it's coming out! Leah's tales that Zen knew over phone calls and texts and some things she didn't know are going to be exposed!

I'VE DECIDED TO PUBLISH THIS RN AS I JUST WOUND UP... BUT LIKE I WROTE BELOW EARLIER...

I do wanna put that "something" up as well... maybe I'll drop it below... idk... I do wanna do it today... it won't be the full plan I have for later... so it will be a part... aaaahhh don't want to spoil it...

I should just do it today and put it with my next chapter maybe- oof...

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY OF SERENDIPITY!
I definitely can't go about without mentioning that!

I was just so overwhelmed by the fact that I have a writer with such a huge following reading my lane work... I...
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

I really wanted to do something special and I decided that I should begin something that's been in the works for me for a while...

Definitely not the full thing, but a part of it so I need to write this aaand set my space up, both during my classes- well I normally do write during classes so I guess I will manage it...

ALL OF A SUDDEN I HAVE A LOT TO DO-

Stay tuned tho... I'll add the snippet below as soon as I finish... since y'all don't know this has been in the works for a while now... but no one could help... so well... it's just 7AM and I'm done with my run so... yup... basically got irl things to do and then I shall run in and work on this...