Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 23

I woke up back in my old bed, without Ben. It felt awkward, I was so use to waking up next to Ben, I missed him a lot. I heard footsteps make their way down the hall towards my room. Jessica appeared at the door.

"Hey" she simply said

"Hey"

"You ok?"

"Meh, you?"

"Meh" we both lightly laughed and then stopped. She stepped into my room and closed the door behind her. She walked over to my bed and sat down next to me.

"Did it feel weird this morning?" I asked her. She nodded. I checked the time. 12 o'clock. I took away 5 from 12. It would be 7am in America.

"Shall we call them and see if they answer"

"Yeah" I picked up my phone and went though my contacts and found Ben's name, I pressed it and tapped the call button and put it on loud speaker.

Ring ring
Ring ring
Ring ring

"Hello?" Awh his little sleepy voice, shit did we wake him up?

"Hey Ben" I said, Jessica sat there

"Annabelle! How are you?" He sounded more awake now, me and Jessica giggled.

"I'm fine, how was your show?"

"It was amazing, I wish you were here, I miss you so much. Even thought it's been a couple of hours, I do"

"I miss you too Ben"

"So do I, I miss Danny most, but I miss ya all" Jessica interrupted.

"Yeah wait there one second" we heard rustling and voices in the background.

"Ok I have put you both on loud speak. OI say hi!" Ben shouted

"Hello" Danny.

"Danny!!!! I miss you" Jessica screamed causing me to flinch

"I miss you too Jess. CAMERON JAMES SAM COME SAY HI YOU IGNORANT FUCKS!"

"Hey!" All three said in unison.

"Hey!" We replied. We heard more mumbling in the background, followed by five groans.

"Manager says we have to go. I love you belle!" Ben said

"HEY THATS MY NICKNAME FOR HER" Jessica interrupted so I slapped her head lightly.

"I love you too Ben!"

"WAIT! Love you Jess" Danny said

"And I love you Danny!" Then hey hung up. Me and Jessica both let out a sigh.

------Ben's P.O.V------
Our manager said that we had to do three interviews today and a meet and greet before the concert. I didn't want to say goodbye but I had to. This is what was hard about being in a relationship and being in a band, when you are on tour it's hard with out the one you love. But I had to make it work.

We had just finished our last interview and we was off to go do our meet and greet. I loved doing meet and greets, getting to meet fans who love your music and idolise you. It was one of the things I enjoyed most.

The bus came go a stop and our manager announced that we had arrived, we went in through the back way like we always do and we could hear the fans already. I peeked out, damn the line was long. We each got given a sharpie and a bottle of water. It was finally time to go out.

It was tiring but I had a lot of fun, signing their pictures, hugging fans. Some of them were really sweet,some seemed bitchy, some seemed slutty but oh well, they were fans and we had to respect them. The next girl came over to me. I didn't look up at her. I just signed her poster.

"Ben I love you so much, can I get a hug?" She asked

"Sure you can, what's your name love?"

"Anne" I looked up. No fucking way. It was her, the Annabelle look her like and her name was Anne. Fucking hell. I leant forward and gave her a hug. When that was done, I handed her the poster and she walked away. It was so ironic, that's three times I have seen her. I know I'm missing Annabelle, but this is ridiculous and the name? Really Anne, Annabelle. This is all too much. I wish this would just be over, I really wasn't in the mood right now.

I just wanted Annabelle.