Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 29

Recap: "Danny..."

"Yes Jessica?" She looked at me and I nodded. She let go of my hand and stood In front of him.

"Danny I'm pregnant"

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Danny stood staring wide-eyed at Jessica, jaw hung open, not knowing what to say. He opened and closed his mouth a few times as if he was trying to find words. Danny was speechless. He turned and looked at each of the boys. What happened next made me sick.

They all laughed. Jessica turned to me, hurt plastered all over her face.

"Oooo that's a good one Jessica!" Danny said, wiping a pretend tear away from his eye.

"What?" She asked

"That was a good joke, you nearly had me there!" He carried on laughing.

"I don't..i don't understand what joke?"

"You think you can get us all with that 'I'm pregnant shot', we are not falling for your pranks again, I mean the first one was good about not being able to come but this...this is gold" he and the boys wouldn't stop laughing. They actually thought this was a joke! Jessica stormed off into the bathroom and came up out with the pregnancy test.

"Is it really a fucking joke?" She screamed, shoving the chest into Danny's chest and storming off of the buss. The boys stopped laughing and stared blankly at me. I shook my head in disgust and ran after Jessica, pushing past Sam and James.

---------Danny's P.O.V-------
I looked down at the object Jessica had give, well shoved into me, shock and worry crossed over my face. She was pregnant, with my child, and I had just laughed thinking it was all a joke. I slowly turned to face the boys.

"So it's not a joke?" Ben said breaking the silence. I shook my head, words wouldn't escape my mouth, I didn't know what to say. I was going to be a dad, that was a huge responsibility.

"Shit, I thought it was a joke!" Cameron said.

"We all did man.." James butted in

"Danny say something!" Sam said loudly. I was zoned out. What was there to say.

"I....I don't know what to say" I admitted. How could I be sure that the baby was even mine and most importantly did I want to become a father just yet? What the hell was I going to do.

------Jessica's P.O.V-------
I was sat on a swing at a park I ended up in, I couldn't believe Danny thought it was a joke. I would never lie about being pregnant. I sniffed and reached up to my cheek. I was crying and I didn't even realise.

"Hey" I looked up and saw Annabelle walk over to me and sit on the swing next to me. I gave her a weak smile. "You ok?"

"Yeah" I said hysterically. I was an emotional wreck right now but I wouldn't let her show it. "Actually no..no I'm not Belle" my bottom lip started to tremble and I guess she saw that. She reached over and hugged me and I just cried into my shoulder. I was hurt that Danny had laughed when I was actually talking about something serious. Annabelle started to stroke my back.

"It's going to be ok, I promise" I just held her tighter and carried on crying. We must've stayed like that for a good 15 minutes, until I finally pulled away.

"I can't believe them!" I said. She just nodded her head, showing that she understood. "But..I can understand why they did what they did" I sniffed.

"I'm going be here for you no matter what, I'm your best friend and I'm going to be right by your side every step of the way and with ever decision you make. I love you Jessica"

"I love you too Annabelle, your such a good friend" I pulled her into a hug and smiled. "But the thing is, I don't know if I am ready to become a mum. Just knowing that there is a baby inside me, it's scary" I admitted.

"Look, you are going to be a great mum, you have always wanted to become and mum. And bonus, DANNY WORSNOP IS THE FATHER!!" She said with a laugh, I just laughed as well. She knew how to cheer me up so much.

"Danny might be the problem, what if he doesn't want to be a father?" I said with disappointment.

"I think we need to go back and you need a private chat with Danny and pray for the best ok?" She had a point, I nodded in agreement. We stood up, hooked arms and made our way back to the buss.

We stepped onto the buss and five heads turned to our direction. There was an awkward silence. I decided to break it.

"Danny can I speak to you in private please?" I asked politely. He stood up, walk over to me, grabbed my hand and led me to the back of the buss. I turned quickly and saw Annabelle go sit by Ben.

Danny closed the door to the back room and gestured for me to sit on the sofa. I sat and and he came and sat by me, grabbing my hand. I went to open my mouth to speak but Danny stopped me.

"Jessica, I am so so sorry, I honestly thought it was a joke I honestly did. I never should've laughed, I should've talked to you about it first. But Jessica if I'm honest I don't want to have a child just yet" hearing that come from Danny made my heart break. When I was walking back to the tour buss I was thinking about how nice it would be to have a family. I was enjoying the idea, until now.

"Oh" I could feel the water works start to come back. I went to stand up and leave but Danny stopped me.

"Let me finish" he said, wiping my eyes. "I don't want to have a child just yet.. But, I am willing to become a father to your...our baby. I will make this work because I can tell, just by looking in your eyes that this baby means the world to you"

"Are you being serious!" I said, the biggest smile formed on my face.

"Yeah, I'm being serious!" He said laughing. He pulled me into the biggest hug and I returned it. I was so so happy. We was going to make this work. Even if it was the last thing I do.

We walked back out to the others, Danny was behind me, with his hands on my stomach. I could not wipe the smile off of my face. I realised now that I really did like Danny. I can not wait to have is baby now. Annabelle turned to me with a questioning look on her face. I nodded. The rest of the boys turned to me and Danny. Annabelle let out a huge scream and ran over to us. Embracing both me and Danny into a hug.the other boys came over and did the same.

"Tonight we celebrate" Danny shouted. We all cheered in agreement.

Here's chapter 29.....wow 29 if I'm honest I never thought I would do his many chapters. Anyway, enjoy :)<3