I'll become a villain in my next life

Chapter 191: Deep Heartfelt Emotions

[Endroga Kingdom, Castle]

When they got back everyone was somehow feeling sour cause of that day, but out of all them the most affected ones were the people who have spent most of their times with Kaido and didn't have any knowledge of his past

For Sarah she felt cold feet whenever she remembers those scenes where Kaido had to suffer, if she were in his toes she doesn't even know if she would be able to handle it

As for Zia she somehow felt down from being kept in the dark, as for Melfina when she got back in her room, she somehow was seen going to her balcony as she threw punches at the hard cemented railings that eventually formed crack from the continoues punches

She somehow remembered the time when she first met Kaido back at Guila town, that time she somehow recalled that she even complained to him that he will never feel what being a slave feel since he never experienced being a slave, but after seeing his past her being a slave was nothing compared to him being a guinea pig for the people that used him thoroughly

If experience can be compared, Kaido's past was much more harder than her, as a slave all you have to do was endure the beat up and harsh treatment of the owner, while being a guinea pig you will be stripped of your human rights as they made you suffer and do their own bidding which also leads to killing

At that she felt frustrated

Meanwhile of Ingrid's side she somehow didn't gone back to her room but instead straight to where Kaido was currently held

When she arrived she saw him still rooted by the world tree as it's thick Mana filled roots restrains him and his Espers power since psychic and magic always contradicts

Everything seemed to have fallen into place and somehow answered her curiosity why Kaido sometimes was hard to read despite her ability to discern the peoples intentions

Simply put his mind was so messed up that somehow it was trained against this kind of mental attack, so no matter how much she uses her ability, as long as Kaido wills it, she won't be able to read his intentions

This also answers why sometimes Kaido would somehow feel deep hatred and anger whenever he's remembering his memories

When she got closer and saw his pale complexion, she gently brushed his hair that drooped down from his face and gently held it

"I... . . "

"I didn't know that you suffered so much in the past, that it can be already called inhumane... . . I never expected that you were hiding such a dark past, looks like everyone had a story or two that doesn't want anyone to remember"

After that she started to look around before continuing

"I always picture you as someone strong in both mentally and physically, I always saw you smiling cheekily and evilly, but never have I seen you smile so gently like that, your smile was so much different from your current ones, I just hope I can see that smile again In my lifetime"

"You were forced to suffer treatment much harsher than a slave, made to kill people whom you've interacted with, I don't know if I can understand your feelings back then, but I can assure you that your anger and hatred was so much understandable since you've suffered much"

"No wonder you always seemed to bee in such deep thoughts, I guess you can't judge a book by its cover after all, and looks like I'm not that amazing with my ability and all too"

"When I've learned that you were from the otherworld and remembered your constant muttering of going back, there's one thing for sure, your going to leave us in the end huh? And there's no one stopping you... . . I don't think I'm ready to see that day, but I know everyday as time passes that eventual day would surely come"