loving you HARTBIG/HARTSQUARED

chapter 11 none of your business

MamriesPOV

I walk up stairs to get the present for grace to give to hannah its her birthday in a week. As I walk upstairs I here someone walking around in my room I open the door slightly to see hannah with my diary then I see her put it in its original place. I open the door fully.

" hannah what are you doing with my diary"

She looks surprised

"N-nothing mamrie I was just looking"

" at my diary why?"

" I didnt know what it was sorry"

I dont believe her but I dont think she read it

"Did you read it?"

"Im so sorry mamrie I cant lie to you I did look at your diary I also read it not all of it but about four pages of it im so sorry"

"What four pages" I said blankly

"The first four"

"Leave hannah now"i shouted

"Please mamrie dont do this"

"Hannah just leave and take grace with you" I said calmly

"Fine be that way your nothing but a waste of space anyway" hannah shouted

I heard hannah and grace walking out of my house and I just collapsed with tears streaming down my face nothing but hannahs words going around my mind "your nothing but a waste of space anyway".

I walk into the bathroom and open the cupboard above the sink I see my medication and the razor 'maybe I shouldnt do this' I think to my self 'no one would care so maybe I should just get out there lives' I dont know anymore I close the cupboard door and go to my bedroom I get changed into a short red strapless dress and heels, I do my make up and put my hair into light curls.

"If I want to get over hannah I might aswell find someone new" I say to my self

I say goodbye to beans my dog and I call a taxi. The taxi arrives 5 mins later I lock the door. I get in I make sure I have my phone, keys and purse with my money in it.

"Where are you going?" The taxi man asks

"the new night club down the road" I say

"Okay"

I arrive at the night club I give the man his money then walk into to club the bodyguard asks for my ID I give it to him he lets my in and gives back my ID I see someone I recognise I walk closer towards them to see its grace I tap her on the shoulder. She turns around.

"Hey mamrie" she says

"Hi is hannah with you or?"

"No she didnt want to something about needing to do work and well I wanted to so here I am" she says gigging

" can I buy you a drink as a friend"

"Sure thanks" she says following me

I walk up to the bar tender

" can I get two martinis please"

"Coming right up" the bar tender replies
" so what are you doing here" grace asks me

"Just wanted to dance" I say

"I also wanted to maybe hook up with someone"i whisper in her ear I giggle and so does she

"Type"

" what do you mean"

"Girls, guys or both"

"Guys" I lie

"Hmm okay" she laughs

"What" I giggle

"I just cant imagine you fucking a guy" grace laughs again

"To be honest it would be weird if you imagined me fucking anyone"i laugh

" here you go that will be eight dollars" the man says I hand over eight dollars and give grace her drink.

"Mames sorry mamrie will you come with me to the bathroom to help fix my hair its a mess"

"Yeah sure"

We walk to the bathroom I go into a stall I was away to close the door when grace walked in she put down our drinks and locked the door.

"Grace what are you doi"i got cut off by grace kissing me

I know its wrong but I was kissing back I know she's hannahs girlfriend but I want to get over her so maybe it will help. Grace pulls away.

"Well then I would say that you also like girls but I could be wrong"grace starts laughing

"Grace your my best friends girlfriend"

"Not any more"

"What do you mean"

"Hannah broke up with me wanna know why" she laughs mencingly

"Why"

"Because of you she says"

"What do you mean"

" mean you have a big crush on her and she likes you back but you may of just ruined your chances oops" she laughs

"Oh fuck you grace I thought you were my friend"i say tears threating to fall

"You should really be more careful when its comes to trusting people because what ive seen by many many cuts on your legs you dont have many people you do trust" she laughs again

" grace h-how?"

"How did I know, you can see them if you look close enough" she says

I walk past her and run out of the night club and phone hannah