Please, Catch Me (frerard)

Not Him

*just a note, any songs i put in the top have absolutely no relation to the chapter, its usually just the song thats stuck in my head at the time*
Franks pov

I could see myself falling in love with gerard. Its that simple really. However, i happen to be the odd, awkward, socially deprived child who hides his inner demons until he is left alone. I am the freak and CEO of self deprication. No one would want me. Especially Gerard.

We are all at school, a few days before the show, which is also on my birthday. I honestly hope they forget, im not a super huge fan of my birthday, i guess that is because i never really celebrated it.

I want to make him mine.

Im trying so hard to pay attention to mikey right now but all i can do is stare and glance at gerard as he plays awkwardly with a stand of hair that is stuck to his cheek.

One day, when the void in my heart is filled with the sounds of my children playing together and arguing with them about bed time, i hope that the person stood by my side is Gerard.

Just a super short update today, sorry. Ill try to post again tomorrow. Anyway i think my phone or charger is broken, maybe both knowing my luck. Today i was feelin decent for once, yay. Enjoy.