The other half of my memory

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I don't remember much since I was a young kid.
All I remembered was standing with my arms held out. Probably stopping them from coming any closer 2 something.
I just couldn't remember what that something was.

Present:

Hi, my name is Tine.
I love everything from songs 2 animals but for some reason I can't remember them as well as others.
I don't exactly know why but ever since I was young I've had memory problems.
I just couldn't remember anything Except for the thought of having family and friends. After all it was normal 2 have them but for some reason I never felt that these people around me were familiar.
I has written down their names and had group pictures with them just so I wouldn't have bothered them by asking who they were.

I've lived this way since I could remember.

"Hey, Tine." I heard someone say.

I looked over 2 see 3 boys coming towards me. I didn't know them but I remembered their pictures from the photos on my phone.

"Hi" I said familiar with the 'stranger' feeling that I got from them. After all everyone felt strange even those close 2 me.

"How's it going?" They asked

"It's all fine except I have an exam tomorrow" I said worried about my memory

"Don't worry much. U always do good on tests"

I nodded in agreement.
I had papers with A's and B's on them laying all over my floor.
It drove me crazy 2 not remember even taking them.

We headed towards class.
As we were sitting down, the teacher came in and announced, "today we have a new transfer student."

We all looked over 2 the door only 2 see a somehow familiar boy walk in.
He was tall, had brown eyes, black hair, and tan skin. Every girl in class squealed in excitement at him after all he was quite the looker.

"Hi, I'm Sarawat" he introduced not looking at anything in particular.

The girls clapped while the boys groaned.

"Thank U. U can sit by Win" she said pointing at the empty desk that sat right next 2 me.

I looked at the strange boy only 2 see a look of recognition spread across his face.

Weird

As he sat near me he said, "hi."

I looked away knowing that adding another person 2 my notes would mean having 2 remember another face.

After class:

"Tine, is that your name?" He asked

Silence

"I'm Sarawat" he introduced before he got up and started heading out. But before he left he said, "let's be friends"

I was so shocked that he wanted 2 be my friend.

"Tine!" I suddenly heard someone say. I looked over towards a tall girl with brown short hair and grey eyes.

"Yes?" I asked fully not used 2 people calling out my name.

"Can u ask him if he has a girlfriend" the questions started.

Tine can u do this. Tine can u do that was all I heard from them.
All I knew was that the only reason that they were actually talking 2 me was because of Sarawat. They just wanted information from me and that's all.

I went through the day just thinking about the situation. Then I concluded that I'll just ignore him today then forget him tomorrow and so on.

I was ok about it
after all I was ok forgetting my friends and family.