Venting But Also Random Shit I Say Or Think

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(Tw mentions of suicide)

I really want to just kill myself.no,I don't want to leave you guys.its just that,everything is so hard,and I do so much.the anxiety is starting to hurt and it just makes me want to scream.I want someone to know,but I dont want to tell anyone.in trying to calm myself down but nothing is working.I'm hurting,so fucking much and only you guys know.

I'm scared.