Jeankasa Oneshots

Sad Sad 😳

This is from Jean's POV.

Here you are, dying in my arms.

The strongest woman I've ever met. The most dedicated woman I've ever met. The most beautiful woman I've ever met.

You've made quite the impression on me, you know? No, you don't; because your eyes are now shutting and my lips aren't moving. They can't. I wish I could've told you that I loved you sooner. I know that you love Eren more than family, and that's why I didn't tell you.

I've daydreamed of us having a family. I sat on my balcony, and I looked inside. I thought it'd be empty, but I saw you. You were holding a baby boy, perhaps it was mine. It comforted me in this cruel world we live in. I couldn't help thinking about what could be;

But now I know that it'll never happen.

I feel like a part of me is missing now. A sudden emptiness. How do I cope with this? The vision of you walking past me when we were 13 will always be in my head.

I know that you'll say: "Jean, you'll find a woman that'll be perfect for you."

But it was you. I attacked Eren for being jealous, and I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything that's happened to you. Your parents, Eren's parents, Hannes. You're so strong that you don't cry because of it. You express your emotions physically, your eyes blinded by rage and your mind isn't even conscious.

But that's what makes you, you.

We'll meet in the afterlife.

We'll meet in our reincarnations.

And I'd fall in love all over again.

English actually sucks bumcheeks but hey wattpad do be training me